zenevieve

Contents: A diary entry, a question for you, and a pretty picture. In that order.

I've been feeling myself making progress every day.

I mean, that's been the plan all along: "Always upgrade." But I've just been focusing on today and sometimes tomorrow and I think the farthest down the road I'm even bothering to concern myself with is summertime, mainly because I'm looking forward to the weather. But ever since I decided a few months ago to launch myself into the world and get by on my creativity, charm, and wit (rather than being a slave to the man!) I've found out something kinda cool. I can totally pull it off. I'm doin' it, yo! And the little scraps and pieces are starting to come together in ways that I can't even visualize at this point, but I can feel it happening and it feels good. It feels like thriving.

In other news, I had a consultation with a psychiatrist for an Adderall prescription. Now I have to do some weird doses of some funky-colored pills for a few day and report back to him with my reactions. Another typical week, only this time it's legal! Really tho, I'm a little apprehensive about taking Ritalin. I've heard mixed reviews, pretty much to the tune of "zombie". It'll make you sit still and concentrate, but without any real enthusiasm. Adderall has been my bitch because I stay energized and enthusiastic about whatever I'm up to. Anyone have any experience or thought on the matter?

And finally, I painted stuff! Look!



It's not totally finished, but it's pretty close.

The end!