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I must really be getting old. I went to this nice little club Saturday night. Got there really early. Too early. By 9:00 the band was still setting up. I was hoping to see Stormy Daniels. I just got bored and left. I never have enjoyed going to clubs by myself. There was this one cute woman sitting at the bar. She even brought my drink over. She was with some guy and had just moved to Texas from Florida. At one point I thought she was giving me the eye like she was interested. But I don't know. I didn't want to do anything and embarrass myself. So I just left. Picking up girls at bars is something I have never done. Yes, I know. I'm probably the only guy who has NOT picked up a girl in a bar. I hate rejection.

Getting used to the single life, doing things by myself, especially going someplace where I am supposed to have fun is hard right now. In fact, it really just sucks!

Thanksgiving and Christmas are really going to suck. I can't go to my ex's family's house. Talk about Awkward. Every Christmas Eve we would drive down to Pasadena, Texas and spend time with her in-laws. That ain't happening for me anymore. And I really enjoyed visiting with them. I'm not really close to my family anymore except my son and he is so busy. So I don't know. I'm not really into Christmas anyway. Too much commercialism. It's crazy.

For Thanksgiving I may go pass out food at the Salvation Army. Help some other people who don't have anything.

Well, enough venting and whining.