Woke up feeling pretty down this morning. Don't know why either. Could be I thought it was Saturday and realized it was Monday.
I need to stop dwelling on my past marriage. I need to quit asking myself what happened, why it happened, could I have stopped it from happening... Why she fucking threw 8 years away. Just like that.
I know I'm not perfect. I know I have issues. But she didn't even want to try and save the marriage. She could have at least told me if was over, that she was moving on, instead of playing fucking mind games. I was never abusive to her; I didn't cheat on her. She was my best friend.
She has her version of what happened and I have mine. For some strange reason I thought she would at least tell me happy birthday.
Never again. Never again will I be able to trust someone enough to fall in love. To start a new relationship.
I need to stop dwelling on my past marriage. I need to quit asking myself what happened, why it happened, could I have stopped it from happening... Why she fucking threw 8 years away. Just like that.
I know I'm not perfect. I know I have issues. But she didn't even want to try and save the marriage. She could have at least told me if was over, that she was moving on, instead of playing fucking mind games. I was never abusive to her; I didn't cheat on her. She was my best friend.
She has her version of what happened and I have mine. For some strange reason I thought she would at least tell me happy birthday.
Never again. Never again will I be able to trust someone enough to fall in love. To start a new relationship.