Wednesday Oct 17, 2012

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So... People on Facebook (who are supposed to be my friends) are telling me I need to "get over it" with my ex. Really? It's only been three months since she left. Three fucking months and you're telling me I need to get over it??? Have you ever been in a divorce? If you had then you wouldn't say things like that. I will "get...
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w00dy:
I feel your pain, man. Mine left after 13 years. Even though I've come to realize her leaving was probably the best for me, her, and the kids, it still sucks. I've grown to hate the bitch in the last few months but I agree with the lack of closure. There is that little voice in my head telljng me "I could have done better or what if I..." You'll get over it when you're ready and no one has the right to tell you otherwise. Be strong.
zen_ken:
Thanks brother. It would be a hell of a lot easier if I could hate her. But I can't. I have a very large support group on Facebook and they are helping me cope. I don't think there is anything I could have done. Once she made up her mind that is all she wanted.

Always glad to hear from someone who has been through this. I appreciate you sharing.

Thanks again.

Wednesday Oct 17, 2012

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I don't understand how anyone can click "Not for Me" on any of the Suicide Girl pics. I don't get it. Are you crazy?? Here's an idea. If you don't like a particular set of pics (and what the fuck is wrong with you??) then just don't vote!! Keep your damn vote to yourself.

Go back to looking at all the phoney Photoshopped models who...
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Tuesday Oct 16, 2012

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Taking a mental health day today. Because I just don't feel like going to work. I think I need to revisit the tattoo parlor. There are a couple of places that need to be redone. Just touched up a little. On the other hand, do I want to go through with it. Again? There was no pain. Oh well.
thanatoz:
yeah!!! one day to do wheteer you want, fuck the sistem jajajaj

thanks for the add my love
zen_ken:
Yeah, that's me. Thanks for responding. Love you girl!

Monday Oct 15, 2012

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Woke up feeling pretty down this morning. Don't know why either. Could be I thought it was Saturday and realized it was Monday.

I need to stop dwelling on my past marriage. I need to quit asking myself what happened, why it happened, could I have stopped it from happening... Why she fucking threw 8 years away. Just like that.

I know I'm not perfect....
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Friday Oct 12, 2012

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October 12. Today is my birthday. 59 years young! I'm going to a sports bar to hear my niece and her band, Tiger Lilly, play. She is a rocker. Should be fun.
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bleuet:
Happy be-lated Bday!!!!
zen_ken:
Thank you so much Bleuet! smile

Thursday Sep 27, 2012

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So, I'm reading this book called "The Government Vs. Erotica: The Siege of Adam & Eve."

Here is a summation of what it is about: "In 1986, a small mail-order company was invaded by 37 armed law enforcement agents who instantly shut down all operations, herded the employees into a warehouse, and then systematically interrogated everyone, allowing them to leave only after subpoenas were distributed....
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Wednesday Sep 26, 2012

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Well, I had a thought. And then I lost it...shocked

Okay, my post for the day. I'm still a little freaked out I got a tattoo. My first. I don't know if I will get another. Maybe. But for now I'm just trying to get use to this one.
kay:
I think it is brilliant that you did. I took both my parents to get cut. ha ha.
zen_ken:
I'm glad I got one too. I needed a marker for the end of my relationship with Pam and a new beginning. And I feel like I have joined this special club. You can't explain how it feels to people who have never had one. You have to experience it.

Tuesday Sep 25, 2012

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Well, here it is, Tuesday night. My day job (the one that pays the bills) is me being a librarian. Yep. January will be my 15th year at the same job.

Trust me when I say I am not your typical librarian. Hell, I have a ponytail and I wear off-the-wall jewelry including my SG necklace for all to see. If I could get away...
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kay:
Cool that you are a librarian! smile
zen_ken:
Yeah. I like it. My favorite pick up line, "Hey, I'd like to check you out." I never actually used it. How you doing?

Monday Sep 24, 2012

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To all of you who actually read my blog posts thank you! I may not always respond (because I am still trying to figure out how to navigate this site) but I do appreciate it.

I finally got my first tattoo last night. It was an amazing experience. I expected more pain but it was really comfortable. I guess because I got it on my...
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zen_ken:
Thanks Kay. You be careful. I look forward to emailing you and getting emails from you. You are a sweetheart.
zen_ken:
I can't remember how to add you to my list of top friends. But trust me, you are on the list. kiss

Saturday Sep 22, 2012

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Okay, so tomorrow I get my very first tattoo. Yeah, I know... What the fuck took me so long. I guess I needed a reason. Like my ex telling me to "fuck off" after 7 years of marriage because she wanted to be single again instead of being with me. I feel sorry for the next guy who gets stuck with her. She will do...
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zen_ken:
Hi Kay. I guess you read my blog.
kay:
It happens. smile

Tuesday Sep 18, 2012

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I had the honor of talking to Sash this afternoon about my order. My heart almost came out of my chest when she said who she was. I sounded like a fucking blubbering idiot. What can I say. Sash is hot and she sounded really sweet. Thank you Sash if you read this.

Ken

Sunday Sep 09, 2012

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I had a wonderful lunch yesterday with ex-wife #2. Even bought her roses. And we discussed how I was doing now that ex-wife #3 is no longer in my life. Sheesh, talk about an emotionally intense day. Having sex with her would have been nice but she didn't want to go there.
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