Well I have hit another low tonight......
"Ye Shall Know the Truth and the Truth Shall Set You Free" .... whomever wrote that was full of bullshit!
I've been making money with this Rideshare company for 2 years now - one was to move out to another city; then to return to a city that has no love for me - ergo going to strip clubs when I can; and finally now saving up for Vegas. I am going to focus on that latter one because it would be more worth my time to do so.
I can't even get laid during my time in this Rideshare company anymore. The rules are so strict that it only adds to my sexual pent-up frustration.
Oh yeah I did say earlier it wasn't worth my time knowing full well what's left over and all that...if that even.
This town here has definitely made certain that if I got some satisfaction for a time, the whole entire "order" of things would fall out of whack, chaos would erupt and the town would have to be put in another lock down just to save itself from entropy. That's how vilely ignorant this town has become.
I don't have game for the ladies. I had a big heart once - now I just go into the nudy bars for a release. This release will never happen because of that "order" again. Apparently it is true that black penis insertion into a non-black vag makes a woman a whore - another stigma that's been introduced. Heaven forbid if someone like me were to get cumplete satisfaction from a woman for a time in the gentlemen's club. I've been inserting my rubbers into my wallet for a time now. Tonight just symbolizes it was all in vain. There's only club that will allow me to get laid now, but I'm not going back in there for I am not favored - at all. Everyone just wants to roll over me like I don't matter. You'd think after all of this civil unrest that people in EVERY corner of the world would just get rid of all their ignorance and fears passed onto them from previous generations and treat us black folk as all equals. Guess I was wrong....
Well, there it is. But Hey. What else is new ;-)?