I've heard the first track off the new TOOL cd, VICARIOUS. It is to say the least phenomenal. I can only imagine that the rest of the CD will be just as powerful.
Listening to a new TOOL cd is like awaking to your own thoughts re-ordered into brilliant poetics, set to music that pulverizes your ignorance, and bellowed by the voice of perfection. Your... Read More
not gonna comment on the music, except to say that every band i have fallen in love with in the past two or three years has put out a highly-anticipated new album recently and they all SUCK!
a-hem. i was making the rounds and hadn't gotten to your journal yet, so you beat me to it. sorry. i can't sing the praises of Indian food enough, and to think i almost gave up the whole genre because the first time i had it, there was a hair in my pakura! what i would have missed!
life in the flatlands is about how it sounds. but i've rearranged priorities, and i think it's making a difference. more or less straight-edge now, no longer obsessed with semi-arty art house movies, a little closer to getting realigned with the magic things in an otherwise boring life. growing closer to my fiance every day. it goes well, thank you. how bout you?
oh i just already have the tickets for them... i dont want that that happens to me then.. ahh would be so shit, really... going to london and tickets were sell off ... no i already bought them so everything should work...
oh my sister lives in london, thats the good thing, she is there now for about 2 and a half years (dont know exactly)... so i can stay at her place ... i can imagine that u miss ur sister and family... i also see them not very often.. maybe twice three times a year that can be very hard sometimes...
haha i had to laugh, i think YES; they are drugs involved in the minsitry of sound thing, the Djs, the crowd.... but i dont want to take them this time... i want to stay clear.. but haha, sometimes everything dont happens how expect
I can't undo the done
I can always imagine a better tomorrow
but today I am stuck
addicted to getting off
feed the now
taste the pleasures
that keep the real far from home
I am hungry,
insatiablely thirsting
wanting
needing
pleading for pleasing
another bite, just might make it go away
for now for sure, but... Read More
That kinda touched on a few things, what you wrote up there. I'm gonna have to reread it and think some more. (I wish I still wrote.)
In re: music . . . Yeah Yeah Yeahs, that's definitely part of what I meant in my music tastes! By "grrl rock" I suppose I mean stuff like Sleater-Kinney, Le Tigre, Yeah Yeah Yeahs . . . (*thinking*) . . . Etc. I haven't gotten into PJ Harvey that much though; not sure why. I have some of her stuff but I haven't gotten that into it. I keep it around, though, because I keep feeling like I'm going to hit it one night while my playlist is on "shuffle" and it'll be just perfect, you know?
Aside from the "grrl rock" I'm a big fan of folkish type stuff: Ani DiFranco, Dar Williams, The Mountain Goats, Brenda Weiler . . . Just today discovered Haley Bonar . . .
And I have a huge soft spot for pianos, particularly the "piano girls"--hahaha--Tori Amos (at least, until this last one, *tear*), Fiona Apple, Regina Spektor . . . And Ben Folds, minus the girl part.
What's PJ Harvey's best album, do you think? Which one should I pay most attention to first, in other words?
Well, it's not that I gave up writing per se; I just don't do it as often as I used to, and not in the same forms. I still do a lot of journaling ("blogging" hasn't really happened for me past the superficial level--still seems odd).
So it looks like summer school is out. The intro to painting is closed,but more importantly the selection of art classes is miniscule. Painting is the only discipline available. I was hoping for drawing II and something else, but I guess that's what I get for going to small school.
What I've gotten out this semester is that I am better than I ever gave... Read More
A lot of the classes that I needed to take next semester are closed! I am soo pissed off about that cuz now Im taking like two classes that I really dont need just to fill my requirements as a full time student...I think they should have enough classes where that shit doesnt happen I mean I am fucking payin to go there u know? LoL Ill be taking some summer classes this summer sadly..Only like 2.
I've struggled with self abuse for nearly two decades trying to sever ties with a period of my life that I had no control over, but seems to have had a great impact upon my conceptual identity. The specifics are irrelevant. We all have histories, but how... Read More
Uh yes... I am back.. and I have class in a hour. But I wanted to say HI!!!!!!
And I miss talking to you.. Ill wrote you more when I dont have class...
as far as Mr. Editor goes, there's really no proof of anything because the actual "hitting-on" was over the phone. if that's what you can call it. was it a proposal? hard to say. if i'd told him i'd dump my fiance and run away with him, he might have done it. as it was, he asked if i'd go drinking with him right then and there... -cough, cough- NO!
blue and hazy when smoking alone indeed. especially when listening to the first Esthero cd or Kenna's song "HellBent."
exnay on the annerscay. too much else on the big list-o-stuff-i'd-rather-spend-money-on. besides, you get a good smattering of photos with my digicam. i need to drag that guy back out...
well, i'm glad your poems got you through the week, but i think it's time for a new post, eh? i'm sure you have more to share!
okay, no tsotsi though i'm sure it's worth whatever drive. Capote is out on dvd now, and that's definitely one of my recent favorites. i heart p.s. hoffman.
I know this is going to sound really stupid, but I've always thought of a girl getting it with a strap-on seems dangerous. How can she know exactly how hard and deep she is doing it. Certainly your reaction reflects that, but it seems like you could be really sore afterward. Have you have done a girl (hell why not, or a guy) with a strap-on? I know I am a dumb guy, but honestly that's what I think about when the concept of strap-on sex.
You are not dumb. I have only done it with girls... though I have brought it up a few times to my guy whom thinks that I am crazy but hell he does it to me with the real thing(when I let him), I am slowly but surely working on this guy.....
We got married today, of all days April fools day, lol.
Our relationship is fab, we to have our moments and don't always see eye to eye but we work it out and talk everything out before we do it or make a big decision.... It is important to communicate to one another, and I have so much to learn but I have learned so much already and we have each other to work these things out so I am very much happy in my relationship as one should be if they get married! har har har..... He is my is my one and only... never thought that would be, but eh... I didn't know what unconditional love was until I met him so....
any idea how weird it is to apply gesso to a bowling ball and pin? I really hope this works.
To restate the purpose, it's a project for campus rec. at school. I was originally planning on use a couple of alex grey paintings as the source for the ball and pin, but I think I would rather be original than just copy someone else's... Read More
I couldn't upload my 3d ultrasound because I don't have a scanner and my digi is not working... so I wanted to show my friends what 27 weeks looks like.... in 3d.
I have an ob/gyn that I go see and everytime I go in they do test to make sure the baby is okay and well my last pee sample said I had a bladder infection..... er other then that she must my psychic?
tell me more about this apnea thing..... what went down...why must I always be outta the loop when shit goes down........ gahhhh
no i already bought them so everything should work... 
that can be very hard sometimes...
Your a very fucking good writer. And artist.