A life in one act.:
<raise curtains>
Alone. Silence. occasional farting. Nothing. Lots of nothing. conscious/sub conscious self- judgments. ignorant of true self. Henchman are called to do business. Axes at the ready. Escape. School, drawing, sculpting, alone, play with cat, eat, sleep, dream of constricted blobs--"I am exactly who I should be!",wake up, back to sleep chasing dreams,Henchmen go home, life not worth ending,...
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ataxia:
i have already commented on this....elsewhere
i will make time to call you tonite.
i will make time to call you tonite.
una:
I've been having muddled dreams too . . .
great new profile pic btw
great new profile pic btw
I've been wallowing for weeks now in self-doubt and self-pity. Why? It only makes life unbearable. Rather than doing what I love and enjoy, doing what needs done so I can live a long healthy life, I've been wasting my time suffering through mind numbing TV and food. I am so sick of just barely existing. WTF? Don't get me wrong, things are getting better....
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daisy:
Don't know how i helped, or even if i really did, but i'm glad it helped. And it;s always nice seeing your name in other peoples journals. Hells, it's the simple things really, innit?
Glad you're out of your funk. Realising your barely surviving is hte hardest part, it's actually kind of easy to get out of a rut once you realise that you badly need out. I hope you find it easy. Hobbies and friends help, big time.
A strop is a temper tantrum. Like, "Daisy had a strop cuz zef ate the last slice of cake and left her none". You see? Proper good word that comes in handy, let me tell you.
No, people in Ireland usually learn to drive about 17/18 but i'm scared of learning to drive. I know it sounds stupid, but....
I can't believe how much people like my box idea. I never understood why people throw out things boy/girlfriends have given them after a break up. Even if it was bad. You still shared times and feelings with them, and those are tokens of that time for you to look back on and remember fondly. Or in my case, when boyfriendy acts up, and i'm wondering why exactly i like them, i have a box o sweetness to trawl through. I like my boxes. Wouldn't throw them out for the world.
Sorry for blipping.
Glad you're out of your funk. Realising your barely surviving is hte hardest part, it's actually kind of easy to get out of a rut once you realise that you badly need out. I hope you find it easy. Hobbies and friends help, big time.
A strop is a temper tantrum. Like, "Daisy had a strop cuz zef ate the last slice of cake and left her none". You see? Proper good word that comes in handy, let me tell you.
No, people in Ireland usually learn to drive about 17/18 but i'm scared of learning to drive. I know it sounds stupid, but....
I can't believe how much people like my box idea. I never understood why people throw out things boy/girlfriends have given them after a break up. Even if it was bad. You still shared times and feelings with them, and those are tokens of that time for you to look back on and remember fondly. Or in my case, when boyfriendy acts up, and i'm wondering why exactly i like them, i have a box o sweetness to trawl through. I like my boxes. Wouldn't throw them out for the world.
Sorry for blipping.
drave:
Self doubt! ..ehh dont fall into that!!!!
You know you help me out soo much what would I do without my gaurdian angels of you on my shoulders..helping me out..
I need to have a picture of myself and have a devil you on one shoulder and an angel on the other..
Im sick of barely existing too..so I know what you been I need to get my ass up and go do something other than Stumble into school and then work and sleep and the routine all over again!
Hehe hows class going? Oh and I update what my moms converstation was about.
Sorry for the delay...ive been bizzy..I hate being bizzy like...today for example I had like 50 things to do but im only going to hav etime to do one thing..Grrr..IF only I didnt need sleep. lol..
You know you help me out soo much what would I do without my gaurdian angels of you on my shoulders..helping me out..
I need to have a picture of myself and have a devil you on one shoulder and an angel on the other..
Im sick of barely existing too..so I know what you been I need to get my ass up and go do something other than Stumble into school and then work and sleep and the routine all over again!
Hehe hows class going? Oh and I update what my moms converstation was about.
Sorry for the delay...ive been bizzy..I hate being bizzy like...today for example I had like 50 things to do but im only going to hav etime to do one thing..Grrr..IF only I didnt need sleep. lol..
what difference does it make?
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daisy:
Hey, it's about a month late, but thank you very very much for the comment on my set. I think that set is very me, cheap and cheerful, and thanks for taking the time to comment.
Now, what difference does what make? I'm intrigued.
Now, what difference does what make? I'm intrigued.
daisy:
Now that you put it like that, i guess that makes a bit of sense. I mean, if you're trying to be the bloke that girls will want you're not being true to yourself. You seem like a clever, nice guy. Girls will like that, as long as you'rwe being true to yourself. A girl who loves you for you will come along, trust me on that, cuz decent guys win out eventually.
As for not belonging here, i feel like that too sometimes. I look at sets, sometimes. (Which i probably shouldn't say, cuz i put my all out there, and hope people like it, and when other people do, i don't look....) and the groups offer a lot, sometimes. But there are groups for everyone. Look around, go into chat, there are some nice people here, and you'll find something for you. I hope. Even if you don't, keep looking at the pretty girls.
No, i don't think i;m cuntish either, i just like that word. You seem nice, i like when people are nice on the internet.
As for not belonging here, i feel like that too sometimes. I look at sets, sometimes. (Which i probably shouldn't say, cuz i put my all out there, and hope people like it, and when other people do, i don't look....) and the groups offer a lot, sometimes. But there are groups for everyone. Look around, go into chat, there are some nice people here, and you'll find something for you. I hope. Even if you don't, keep looking at the pretty girls.
No, i don't think i;m cuntish either, i just like that word.
You seem nice, i like when people are nice on the internet. I had my first critique of the semster in my drawing class on Wednesday morning. I only spent three-four hours on the drawing, which is an abstracted african art inspired self-portrait, using conte crayons (earthy chalks). It's an african-inspired mask that resembles me. I'll post picts when I get it back. It was well received but I knew it needed more work. During the one-on-one...
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drave:
Hmm my old highschool art teacher would always teach me about african art. It was interesting. YEAH post pics when you get it back that would be great! I love seeing your artwork posted! Ehh LOL my cat has been walking acrosss the books im reading. LOL.
Oh and yeah..see thats a secret that I told...I do dig blonde chicks with tans...
but I dig SG's more. lol.
Oh and yeah..see thats a secret that I told...I do dig blonde chicks with tans...
but I dig SG's more. lol.
now what comes to mind is like the end of time
as you pass through to another existence all together
what you step into is like changing trains at high speeds
as they pass each other going opposite directions
the force of everything just flip-flops
and you devolve
loose with so little time holding you down
you simplify down to virtually nothing
and then like...
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as you pass through to another existence all together
what you step into is like changing trains at high speeds
as they pass each other going opposite directions
the force of everything just flip-flops
and you devolve
loose with so little time holding you down
you simplify down to virtually nothing
and then like...
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necia:
Well, I mean, the towel wasn't that wet. I think the bedding will survive, unless it's really dark-colored and cheap. Then the colors might bleed. Which would be lame.
And a half. Lame and a half.
And a half. Lame and a half.
drave:
Mann Im tired lol..Ive been in school all day;.YUCK Just wanted to say HI though..and yeah once in Chem lab class I talked this girl that I thought was hot and she actually ended up being my lab partner. And although we didnt look like we'd get along becuz shes kinda preppy ...we actually got along well...wierd...I would have never thought I would actually talk to her.
Wierd having a friend about to be a SG thou...it was kinda something I did "to be different".and now I have to give that up..but oh well...things come and go ..I must seek out some new thing to do to be different. lol.
Thats just the way I am ..Im wierd...spooky kids like me are always trying to do things like this..
haha
Wierd having a friend about to be a SG thou...it was kinda something I did "to be different".and now I have to give that up..but oh well...things come and go ..I must seek out some new thing to do to be different. lol.
Thats just the way I am ..Im wierd...spooky kids like me are always trying to do things like this..
haha
so you all have no sense of humor, I put a nutty picture of myself and I get zero comments on it.
fuck the universe with my meaningless dick
suck the life out of my insignificant carcass
put me in a hole cover me with our ancestor dirt
ask castro if he has any tips for the dead
soon I'll disappear from your thoughtless head...
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fuck the universe with my meaningless dick
suck the life out of my insignificant carcass
put me in a hole cover me with our ancestor dirt
ask castro if he has any tips for the dead
soon I'll disappear from your thoughtless head...
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ataxia:
i was just coming to tell you that it neded to change, asswipe.
it disturbs me
it disturbs me
The end of pissy-moodedness-by-friend-or-???-cheerupicus is indeed a wonderful thing. While not in a pissy mood, but in a barely spoken a meaningful word in a week sort of way, I got to have some pleasant and enlivening conversations. One with my hot ass professor. This was of the artistic-intellectually-stimulating-does-not-equal-pretenious sort of conversation that tickles my something leaving me floating in a sea of wonder for...
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sune:
Thanks for the lovely comment about my set !!
ataxia:
no worries babe
so discussing politics on SG gets me no comments, hmm. What to talk about then?
School starts thursday. Considering moving in with this guy I used to work with, but I think he wants me to pay the entire rent while pretending that his Dad is covering his portion since it's his dad's property. I am not that slow witted. Or I could let this...
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School starts thursday. Considering moving in with this guy I used to work with, but I think he wants me to pay the entire rent while pretending that his Dad is covering his portion since it's his dad's property. I am not that slow witted. Or I could let this...
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necia:
Man. At least she's got herself figured out enough to lay it out for you like that. She's right; there's no settling down someone who doesn't want to be settled down. That never ends well.
Sucks, though. To echo Una, *sigh*.
By the by, I liked your discussion of the interview and everything. I hadn't commented yet, but I liked it.
Sucks, though. To echo Una, *sigh*.
By the by, I liked your discussion of the interview and everything. I hadn't commented yet, but I liked it.
necia:
It does. Starts quite soon, actually.
Yikes.
Yikes.
I just watched a 60 minutes interview with the President of Iran. I was embarrassed by the attitude that Mike Wallace carried through the interview or should I say "Postured Set-Up." Ahmadinejad said nothing that I wouldn't agree with, but Wallace infered a lot of extra meaning and doubt in what Ahmadinejad was saying. He scoffed frequently at Ahmadinejad's answers. It was patronizing and disgusting...
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zef:
oddly, in a six minute video clip entitled MIKE WALLACE's NOTEBOOK his attitude about the President of Iran and the interview seems much different than my perception of how he handled the interview. Weird.