The journal updates just for about everyone I read (including my own) seem to have slowed down to the point where's it's been a week or more in between posts. Personally, I don't have as much time as I once did. But as I've said before, SG is more about looking at some hot titties, more than making friends. I really find the people that I am communicating with now to be quite interesting.
and now read as I slap my face.. (a prayer to self).
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breathe the moment
it holds no punches
lift your arms to the sky
surrender to its greatness
scream to the heavens
calls the angels down
this time it's going to happen
they will hear your prayers
or risk being torn to shreds
beaten down with their own halo's
kill illusion and erase fantasy
wake up and stop your bitching
there is life to be lived
end this sentence to life
waves of eternity abound you
swim or drown there is no shore
or stop
realize the vastness above and below
all around you the infinite
breathe this moment
it is all there is.
This is just me being stupid....
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Listen to this shit
I move, you get hit
I am not about to play the game
for fame, recipes all the same, a shame
I am not interested in your bitch
I am not into your lip so stick,
your cheap schtick,hands off my fat dick, don't want ya lick,
just step off my groove, so smooth, I give it hard just to prove there aint nothin I can loose, I choose to raise up, stand up, keep my head up, fed up, with your lame ideas of get up, stand behind your setup, pretend you understand your own made up, make believe world democracy, hypocracy, drop bombs, sell arms, point fingers, aim then pull your triggers, if they stand up shoot them n----z, racist armagedon, sell to slaves, make money for days sell burgers on the air waves, love saves, if it don't then medicate, preach hate, self-loathing instigate, drop bombs, bad attitudes, show no gratitude, for the words I sling, and fling, all about your ears, my heart sings, elivate, raise up, show everyone where you gotta go, the place, the name, the know, lift up, push away the violence, hush to silence, gag to eradicate my dalliances, hug to love my valiance, I am everything hence it's time to end this facade, about god, being seperate from you and me, we are all the same, in union, come together in fussion living the eternal dream. Got the devils head in a box under my bed, cleaned house, removed the louse, be still as a mouse, there's something else, but it doesn't matter i gotta go.
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Stew from my art class was playing some rap the other day. I tend to get the flow of words (not their words) stuck in my head, so the only way to put an end to it is to expell it . This one wasn't the worst I've ever done, so...I share my lameness with you.
I spent twenty hours on the first drawing of a series that was originally due yesterday. The instructor wasn't feeling well so she gave us an extension so that means I get to spend my spring break drawing. I am trying to figure out if that's a good or bad thing since i love it soooo freakin much. I'd rather hang out with a cute girl, but there's none in my immediate, local world, so....
Oh just to keep my drawing out there for a few people I wanted to see it that haven't been on in a while,....drawing
have a great weekend. anyone got any interesting plans?
ball state is in Muncie, so i'm not sure which school you're talking about... perhaps Marion or IUPUI? no biggie. and it's funny how you describe your relationship with indiana, because that's how i've always been with ohio. my dad lived in cincy for awhile, i went to school in oxford, a long-term boyfriend lived in medina, and a good deal of my school friends were from there, not to mention my license plates! though when it comes down to it, it's really very much the same as indiana.
what's the weather like way out/down there?
I have NOOOO TIME !!! !It sucks,, YEs im on break but not really becuase I have soooooo muc homework to do I could pass out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I still have to work at the tattoo shop!!!! Sucks Sucks Sucks You need to get your drawings and show them all to me..!!! I luv artwork..!
My head hurts..cuz it stinks in here.