I keep memories of places I dont remember being. running through ankle deep streams to misty waterfalls that wash through my childhood. Of shallow reefs and mountains of barreling water that fuel me to propel myself forward as fast as my small legs can move. I find suicidal words written by a child forced to be a man before he was allowed to be a...
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Poetry is love, love for words and those who would pound their chest describe there deaths and give any cost to speak the truth as they see it. Poetrry is city streets at night, blanketed by dreamers and love makers and restless wanderers and hope lying in gutters. Poetry is 5 AM cups of coffee so the long highway 10 becomes the short road back...
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babybeezer:
will you PLEASE grow up and be a famous writer? Because I think you're amazing. And I'm so happy that you're ridiculously happy in love. Seriously, I've never met someone who deserved it more. She's a lucky lady. xoxo
kiscica:
i uh
well
hmmmm
that's all.
xxoxx
well
hmmmm
that's all.
xxoxx
Well lets see lately Im in pain most of the time, but what can you do? Yesterday I got to talk a little to Kiscica (lit up my whole day but I feel like a dork for being so jealous over benny) then burn (who sent me some awesome little presents) then my friend Sean and his girlfriend got ahold of me to plan to...
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rebeldaisy:
you wanna know about the conversation that got him out of the boxers?
honestly i don't really remember what was said...i think i'm just persuasive when i'm drunk...
honestly i don't really remember what was said...i think i'm just persuasive when i'm drunk...
williamj:
good luck with the bike. it sounds like you are putting alot of time and thought into it.
CHOPPERCHOPPERCHOPPERCHOPPERCHOPPER!!!
I was helping my buddy work on his bike and some guy gave me a '65 short fit rigid frame.
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CHOPPERCHOPPERCHOPPERCHOPPERCHOPPER!!!
I already know most of the plans.
False suicide (jockey shift, no front brake rigid frame with an hidden air ride system.)
32 degree rake
40 spoke wheels and white wall tires
5 speed 60's transmission (jockey shift)
can't decide if I...
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I was helping my buddy work on his bike and some guy gave me a '65 short fit rigid frame.
=
CHOPPERCHOPPERCHOPPERCHOPPERCHOPPER!!!
I already know most of the plans.
False suicide (jockey shift, no front brake rigid frame with an hidden air ride system.)
32 degree rake
40 spoke wheels and white wall tires
5 speed 60's transmission (jockey shift)
can't decide if I...
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missprint:
I think I'm turning Japanese.
rebeldaisy:
man you're talking to me right now...
how lucky am i?
you're so hot..and i'm so drunk...it took me like 10 minutes to type this...
when are you gonna get some new pics?
you totally should...
how lucky am i?
you're so hot..and i'm so drunk...it took me like 10 minutes to type this...
when are you gonna get some new pics?
you totally should...
Tonight Im having a stressful night. Im full of shitty emotions and for once it has nothing to do with romantic feelings.
Bad night.
Zechariah
Bad night.
Zechariah
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burn:
i'll 
it and make it all better.
love you, dahl.
xoxo
it and make it all better.
love you, dahl.
xoxo
missprint:
At least you're stressed in a new way. Being stressed out the same way all the time is stressful in its self.
love and kicks
-K
[Edited on Sep 05, 2003]
love and kicks
-K
[Edited on Sep 05, 2003]
I was asked nicely by someone very very dear to me to update so I cannot refuse.
Well last night I was in the most amazing storm I have ever seen (I still love that split second when you pass under a bridge and the rain stops. I actually had to pull to the side of the road because the rain was so hard. It...
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Well last night I was in the most amazing storm I have ever seen (I still love that split second when you pass under a bridge and the rain stops. I actually had to pull to the side of the road because the rain was so hard. It...
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kiscica:
of course you're in my profile, silly! it does say "current crush" after all... 
babybeezer:
look at you, getting all manly and forceful, rawr. yeah, I'm hardly ever online these days. busy busy busy Beezer....
Today was........nice. 
GREAT conversations, good movies on. A beautiful storm. Today was....very very nice.
GREAT conversations, good movies on. A beautiful storm. Today was....very very nice.
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katie:
nothing quite better than a great conversation. those are few and far between as far as i'm concerned. but doesn't it make you feel great afterwards? the after effect of a good conversation can stay with me for days. it's almost sad really, does that mean that i was that deprived of good coversation, or was it really that stimulating?
who knows.
who knows.
rebeldaisy:
can you update again sometime? please?
FUCK.
I just seriously offended two people that I care more for than I could ever say, and Im not exactly sure (in one of the two cases) exactly what I did wrong. The first was Burn and I am sorry I offended you sweety, the second however is private but I didnt mean to hurt or offend either of them. I fell like complete...
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I just seriously offended two people that I care more for than I could ever say, and Im not exactly sure (in one of the two cases) exactly what I did wrong. The first was Burn and I am sorry I offended you sweety, the second however is private but I didnt mean to hurt or offend either of them. I fell like complete...
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kiscica:
chin up sweetheart...everything will sort itself out. if you really truly meant nothing by what you did, then chalk it up to misunderstanding. you're an incredible guy...i'm sure your friends are WELL aware of that even in the worst of times.
ps. meeting you would make me beyond happy, i swear it.
ps. meeting you would make me beyond happy, i swear it.
rebeldaisy:
you need to update your journal, cuz this one sucks. i hate seeing it...it's no good...you need a happier one.
and when are you going to call me?
and when are you going to call me?
OK I was going to write a poem in honor of Poetry Day, but then I was reminded that because Im a guy, I have to be macho and shovenistic and not have emotions, I can't be offended, and Im just a mindless ape who doesnt care if people talk about me (good or bad) and that I havent got the right to be offended...
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faeryrae:
i hope you feel better. Fuck the stereotypes and be you. You are a nice guy and should be treated as such. Remember we love you and dont you forget it.
missprint:
I must not be much of a woman then, because I don't see it that way. I think you guys should get a group of your own, but I don't see the big deal in the girls having one. You guys wouldn't really be all that interested in what we're talking about anyway, and why should you care. Also, why would anyone have anything bad to say about you?
Anyway, that isn't why I came here. I've forgotten why. Anyhow, hope all is well.
Anyway, that isn't why I came here. I've forgotten why. Anyhow, hope all is well.
Haunted
by the eyes of the dead.
New wounds held open.
Old thoughts of times I have bled for you.
What do you do,
when you're too sad to cry
This hole in my chest,
lets your looks go straight to my heart.
Make me scream out
Make me quiet
Let me see what sunless days are like.
If I could
I would cry blood...
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by the eyes of the dead.
New wounds held open.
Old thoughts of times I have bled for you.
What do you do,
when you're too sad to cry
This hole in my chest,
lets your looks go straight to my heart.
Make me scream out
Make me quiet
Let me see what sunless days are like.
If I could
I would cry blood...
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babybeezer:
we had to put my dog down when I was in 5th grade. I had to go say good bye to her one morning before school. I took a piece of cloth and I rubbed it around the floors out our house, our couch, all the places she liked to be hoping she would smell our house and feel safer. I was a mess at school that day. Cried and cried. I still miss her.
As an actor I would like to consider myself a professional people watcher. I love it, it's so fun.
As an actor I would like to consider myself a professional people watcher. I love it, it's so fun.
missprint:
such a flirt! look at all the pink in this place.
Anyway, something must be wrong with the us postal service. I mean I mailed you your official punk boy posse badge and handbook weeks ago.
hope all is well
-K
Anyway, something must be wrong with the us postal service. I mean I mailed you your official punk boy posse badge and handbook weeks ago.
hope all is well
-K
and I am happy for you. jealous, yes. but happy. I am just happy that you are happy. I'm sure I'll go thru this whole happy / sad thing over and over for a while but hopefully that will fade.
And I like the idea for your chopper.
however
that's all.
xo.