SO yeah I've been in Vegas less than two weeks and I already got in a fight (which I lost pathetically because i couldnt bring myself to hit little fucking kids full strength) I went to a show with Cheshire and some little girl ran out of the pit and punched me in the throat so a grbbed her and held her for a second...
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Last night I was allowed the honor of reading an original piece of poetry by a writer who i hope someday to have half the skill and ability to think as beautifully as.
On other news. Im fu-uckin bored man.
But I did have a wonderful dream last night, and I think I'll keep it. It was about a wish I made yesterday coming true....
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On other news. Im fu-uckin bored man.
But I did have a wonderful dream last night, and I think I'll keep it. It was about a wish I made yesterday coming true....
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aanya:
I stole your pants....and if your not careful I will take your shirt too!
leavemehere:
you're one cool mofo, zach... even cheshy says so... down with the little punks!
I think Im gonna quit SG.
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littlebird:
i just came back and now you are leaving....
littlebird:
i just sent you an email. 
UPDATE: need any more proof y life is retarded? Im in las Vegas right now Las Vegas Nevada. the desert....and it is FUCKING SNOWING!!! WHAT THE FUCK. I cam here to get away from this.
In my new home
LAS VEGAS
Staying with my sis (which SUCKS) I hate staying at peoples house. I feel like such a mooch.
When I was getting on the...
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In my new home
LAS VEGAS
Staying with my sis (which SUCKS) I hate staying at peoples house. I feel like such a mooch.
When I was getting on the...
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aanya:
glad you are doing well but goddammit boy! Get yourself money for other things before buying a tattoo gun!
kiscica:
i love you too hun. i kinda wish you'd have made the other turn and wound up here but i know it's best for now that you didn't. someday, right? then i can come bug you everyday! 
xoxoxoxo
xoxoxoxo
UPDATE 2: To add to the crushing stress of my life lately I just got home from the hospital. turns out my left kidney has decided to try to shut down. Apparently I have pissed God off and am being punished. but hey I do get to sit in a house without heat wearing three coats and/or sleep in my truck, and I'll get to...
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babybeezer:
thank you, my underparts feel much better now. 
on a less silly note, I know you've heard it before but wow you are such an amazing writer. Everything you write is beautiful, even when you write about ugliness and pain. That is a true gift to create beauty out of despair.
Sending you love.
on a less silly note, I know you've heard it before but wow you are such an amazing writer. Everything you write is beautiful, even when you write about ugliness and pain. That is a true gift to create beauty out of despair.
Sending you love.
nuria:
So, any chance of things getting better for you? Why the sudden loss of a home and such? Hope you don't mind my prying but since you got to be crass I figured it was a trade.
And kidney's are overrated I tell you. Mine give me fucking trouble all the time. And look on the bright side, you have another whole kidney so I say rot on kidney, rot on.
Don't you have any decent friends to help you out right now or family or something? I really hope you find somewhere soon because my tummy gets all grumbled when I think of you cold and sleeping in a truck.
xoxo
And kidney's are overrated I tell you. Mine give me fucking trouble all the time. And look on the bright side, you have another whole kidney so I say rot on kidney, rot on.
Don't you have any decent friends to help you out right now or family or something? I really hope you find somewhere soon because my tummy gets all grumbled when I think of you cold and sleeping in a truck.
xoxo
Hey dad,
I woke up this morning, but I never really slept. I haven't felt very much like your son lately. Things are burning me more lately than they used to. My name doesnt sound right to me any more, less deserved I think. I mis you alot and wish you didnt have to watch me be such a fuck up. I hope you're proud...
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I woke up this morning, but I never really slept. I haven't felt very much like your son lately. Things are burning me more lately than they used to. My name doesnt sound right to me any more, less deserved I think. I mis you alot and wish you didnt have to watch me be such a fuck up. I hope you're proud...
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babybeezer:
I can't give you any advice or encouragement, just love and kisses.
ghoulish:
That was stunning, seriously.
this is kiscica.
Zechariah asked me to update his journal for him and let everyone know that he's ok. he's in a little town somewhere in california, although he doesn't exactly know where. here's hoping he settles somewhere soon.
he's the strongest person i've ever encountered, and i'm sure he'll get through this just fine...
let's send him a ton of love and good thoughts...
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Zechariah asked me to update his journal for him and let everyone know that he's ok. he's in a little town somewhere in california, although he doesn't exactly know where. here's hoping he settles somewhere soon.
he's the strongest person i've ever encountered, and i'm sure he'll get through this just fine...
let's send him a ton of love and good thoughts...
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nuria:
Loves and kisses, Zechariah!!!
Still miss you.
Still miss you.
aanya:
Good to know that you are doing okay. I dont know if you will get this before I do but i talked to your mom..she is worried and wants you to call her.
I am glad you are doing good.....
I am glad you are doing good.....
**UPDATE**
Somewhere in Illinois and getting one chance to update and come on SG. Now I wish I hadn"t. Im done caring.
So......
No more Zechariah
Some know others dont. I actually hadnt planned to say anything but oh well.
As of tomorrow I am homeless (I will be living in my truck) and because of this I will not be able to come her...
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Somewhere in Illinois and getting one chance to update and come on SG. Now I wish I hadn"t. Im done caring.
So......
No more Zechariah
Some know others dont. I actually hadnt planned to say anything but oh well.
As of tomorrow I am homeless (I will be living in my truck) and because of this I will not be able to come her...
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kiscica:
Zechy...please please PLEASE contact your mother or burn or me ASAP. we all love you very very much and we need to know that you're ok.
mistressmissy:
zech everyone misses you. i hope you find a library or something so you can read all these messages and realize how much we all care.
So.... der is dis girl dat I still love but its not meant to be right now so its ok. we still love each other but its just not the right time.
Some of you may know, and some don't but the girl I have been talking about for a while that i loved and wanted a relationship with is kiscica. And she wanted a...
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Some of you may know, and some don't but the girl I have been talking about for a while that i loved and wanted a relationship with is kiscica. And she wanted a...
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mistressmissy:
im very glad youre still here making posts. i doubt what i said to you the other night helped at all but you still know that all your friends love you. so next time we talk ill try to think happy thoughts...and things that will make you smile...though it may be a weak one. its gonna take you some time i know and youll always love her...but im usually around if you need someone to talk to dollface
aanya:
Kisc is right. It will all work out. Life goes on and you will find someone new. She will always be there for you (I know this for a fact) and it will be good like that. Cheer up, it all happens for a reason. I am a strong believer in fate, everything happening for a reason. There is reason behind this...it will work out for you! Just be strong and dont let it get you too down. Know that you are a wonderful person!
So if I come online tonight and update again, it means Im not dead.
cross your fingers.
Z
cross your fingers.
Z
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kiscica:
don't even fucking talk that way zech...
please.
please.
jezabel1:
what the fuck? i come online to say hello after a much too long absence, and you're scaring me. please don't. you're one of the most important people in my world and i'm sorry that i haven't been around lately. i certainly don't want to worry about you even thinking about, jokingly or not, leaving so many people without a dear friend. i thought things were going well with you?? why the sudden 180? please don't do anything drastic. there are sooo many people out in the world that love you sooo much and would crumble to pieces to see you hurting, myself included. i know everyone on this site who know of you would never want anything bad to come of you.
if anything, know that i love you and always will.
love you,
Genevieve xoxo
if anything, know that i love you and always will.
love you,
Genevieve xoxo
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um i have to continue with my room efforts all day today. i'm not feeling very keen on that idea at this point in time, but alas, i must push on. wanna come help?
hey. i wonder if "pirate ship builder" would qualify as a "skilled trade"?
k. surely i'll be around later. hopefully i'll catch you online.
*bites your nose* love you.