Saturday Apr 19, 2003

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Quick question... Is it lame that im twenty two and today i started thinking about my dog (who's 1500 miles away) and I started crying. Im such a friggin dork. Other stuff is bugging me too lately. Girls always (they just dont seem to like me), I have lost alot of cpntact with a friend I love very much, but she's getting to a good place (happy place) in her life so if not talking to me as much means she has the chance to be happier, Im willing to step into the shadows, (but I still miss my "Wisconsin") . And last and majorly, I am afraid that the one thing that has made me happy (something i didn't get alot of for along time now), having the chance to move to the ocean, may soon be stripped away from me. I may (for financial reasons,and family reasons), be forced back to Kansas. frown

Damn, I bitch alot.
Ok I'll shut up now, ehr whatever.
missprint:
Crying about your dog isn't lame at all. I have a rabbit that I had to give up when I moved into my apartment and I swear I miss her more then anyone in my family. I can't imagine living so far away from the ocean. I gew up near the beach and I've always pictured places like Kansas as wind-swept deserts. I need to get out more and travel. That's besides the point. I forgot what my point was. You need to learn how to fuck what everyone else thinks and just have a good time on your own...no mattter where you are.

-k
rebeldaisy:
hmm i don't think it's lame about your dog. i love my doggie and i'm gonna miss him more than most people when i move. i have more pictures of him then i do of my boyfriend. he's the greatest dog in the entire world. so no it's totally not lame.

i'm sorry about all the other crap that's happening. it would suck if you had to move back to kansas.

don't feel bad about bitching alot, it's what a journals for.

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