zechariah

Ever known someone who you feel bad when you're around them because you can't tell them how you feel, and you feel bad when your not around them because no matter how short the time was since you last saw them, you miss their face already. Its raining here which is kinda good because I like the rain. My grandma was an old indian who used to call me Raindance because I'm supposedly one of those people who when I get sad it rains (I don't remember what they call that, some old superstition). I feel like shit. Odds are this girl and I aren't meant to be and we will never be anything more than friends, that doesn't mean I can change how I feel. Please excuse the whining and I don't expect anything I say to change anything, it just sucks thats all.

I think I'll keep writing but its just free flowing thought so don't bother reading it it probably won't make much sense

shining bright just like sunlight
taking breaths two at a time
make bad dreams turn out alright
you lay your hopes right next to mine.
gray days and off white lies, kiss the good life goodbye
tough love tales, wondering why, wish you could break down and cry.
I known and I dream, I hope and I scheme
I try to believe, but all I can do is scream
I love and I lose, I've used and abused
I don't know who's, been knocked down and bruised
but I still want to say, that with every new day
even though that I may not go the right way
I mean what I say to you.

Sorry, I told you not to read it