zechariah

OK I don't get something. Why would you ask someone out and then cancel, then ask them out again and then blow them off. This happens to me alot, though. I don't think its how I look, I'm not gorgeous but I'm not ungodly either ( I don't think,) and I am better looking in person than I am in the pic, which isn't really saying much, but whatever. I think its the curse of the nice guy thing. Every girl I meet ends up saying I'm a real good friend (GOD I HATE THAT!!!). I'm not saying that I don't want to be their friendseither because If I can't see us being friends I won't be attracted to a girl, but sometimes I want more. I wanna cuddle sometimes too. I don't know, maybe it is how I look, maybe I should give up. DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT!!!