UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE: GO SEND keith LOVE RIGHT NOW. THAT DUDE MAJORLY GOT FUCKED OVER AND HE NEEDS TO KNOW THAT ALL WOMEN ARENT USELESS AND SINCE ALL MY FRIENDS ARE BEAUTIFUL GIRLS YOU ARE THE BEST TO HELP!
Seated, high in the windows, counting the seconds til the moon falls. Tearing paper monsters and drinking from my eternal youth. Theres a cold wind in the skies lightless blanket but I feel a strange glowing warmth. Theres a harsh hard sleep in the open window but I am full awake. I slept once, made myself a statue, kept my blindfold on so that spirits had their run, I dreamt once, flew fast like lightning and held my name like a quicksliver heart. I died once, tore my skin wide open and laughed at the hollow heavens set upon me. I lived once, pounded the drums to match my pulse, drank from the river and forgot my fears. Today my name is content, not king, not dog, but simply a dreamer in a window set high above, counting the seconds til the moon falls.
Ok lately I had a little emotional shot in the heart. I was apparently unaware of how the girl I love felt. She isn't able to completely commit to me seeing as we live so far away, but I understand that, and do not blame her for keeping her freedom and possibilities, I was only hurt that I had to find out in a bad way. I still love her, now and always no matter what she decides is right for her life, and if we are ever "together" this will only be a bad memory and never something that counts against her in my mind. I love her (and since you'll read this, I mean it baby, I love you). And now for everyone else I appreciate any concern but if you have anything to say about it, well its not helping to make anyone feel bad, so you may say it to me in private but please do not post about it or confront her (if you know her) or say anything rude. I care about your opinions but I want to protect peoples feelings too, and besides it is ultimately between she and I and NO ONE else. But anyway please respect my wishes (since if you know me, you know I would respect yours)
Other than that not much is going on. Im having a little hang up with my upcoming job. It was to be driving a truck but because a couple years ago I had a friend in my car who was under the age of 18 and refused to wear her seatbelt I got a restriction that I now have to work around in order to qualify for the job, so (being a really superstitious guy) I'll ask that no one wishes me good luck on getting it, that always seems to jinx me. If you feel the need just wish me well, but no good luck please.
ok I may add more later but right now i must go to the bathroom and go put some socks on my cold feet so bye bye
Thats all
Zechariah
Seated, high in the windows, counting the seconds til the moon falls. Tearing paper monsters and drinking from my eternal youth. Theres a cold wind in the skies lightless blanket but I feel a strange glowing warmth. Theres a harsh hard sleep in the open window but I am full awake. I slept once, made myself a statue, kept my blindfold on so that spirits had their run, I dreamt once, flew fast like lightning and held my name like a quicksliver heart. I died once, tore my skin wide open and laughed at the hollow heavens set upon me. I lived once, pounded the drums to match my pulse, drank from the river and forgot my fears. Today my name is content, not king, not dog, but simply a dreamer in a window set high above, counting the seconds til the moon falls.
Ok lately I had a little emotional shot in the heart. I was apparently unaware of how the girl I love felt. She isn't able to completely commit to me seeing as we live so far away, but I understand that, and do not blame her for keeping her freedom and possibilities, I was only hurt that I had to find out in a bad way. I still love her, now and always no matter what she decides is right for her life, and if we are ever "together" this will only be a bad memory and never something that counts against her in my mind. I love her (and since you'll read this, I mean it baby, I love you). And now for everyone else I appreciate any concern but if you have anything to say about it, well its not helping to make anyone feel bad, so you may say it to me in private but please do not post about it or confront her (if you know her) or say anything rude. I care about your opinions but I want to protect peoples feelings too, and besides it is ultimately between she and I and NO ONE else. But anyway please respect my wishes (since if you know me, you know I would respect yours)
Other than that not much is going on. Im having a little hang up with my upcoming job. It was to be driving a truck but because a couple years ago I had a friend in my car who was under the age of 18 and refused to wear her seatbelt I got a restriction that I now have to work around in order to qualify for the job, so (being a really superstitious guy) I'll ask that no one wishes me good luck on getting it, that always seems to jinx me. If you feel the need just wish me well, but no good luck please.
ok I may add more later but right now i must go to the bathroom and go put some socks on my cold feet so bye bye
Thats all
Zechariah
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Wow, you're a gorgeous writer.
best wishes.
-K