WE ARE!
we are but the simple following of the heros whom have come before us.
Every footstep we take exists only because of mad men and tirants and lovers and dreamers, who have come before us, were kind enough to pave the way.
Every fight we find worthy we owe to the warriors and thinkers who molded our fists and better yet made our words so deadly crisp.
We stand for the lost souls that could not find there way in the dark and so went toward the light.
we make the solomn laugh and bring the tears to the eyes of the hopeless, for you see tear drops clear the eye to let truth shine through.
We speak words so profound, that the only people who truly know what they mean, are the people who long ago said them, forever planting them in the back of our hearts.
We are the living photographs of the sleeping giants who couldn't afford to be portrayed in ink and oils
For every shipless sailor who travels the world without ever leaving their mind, we are each of us the champagne bottle across the bow.
We are the open hand a black man is offered by a reformed racist just because he sees beauty in another humans eyes.
We the dark shadows you hid from as a child, are now the familiar spaces you stare into as you plan your future.
You see, my words are no different than yours.
They have the same bittersweet irony of pain and loss and insecurities masked in humor and anger, and indifference. Even if the script isn't exactly the same, the meaning always fights its way through.
We are children all of us, no matter our age. We take our steps from the great chatacters who have come before us, both terrible and valiant. At the same time we are the elders passing ourselves to those who will learn from our mistakes and triumps. If you are going through it now, someone else went through it first.
Live for each other and live for yourselves. Trust me there's enough to go around. You will have ups and downs, love and loss. You will fullfill some dreams and let go of others. what's meant to happen will, whether it seems fair or not. You are good enough for what you want, and so are those around you. Take care of yourselves.
Im not the best poet. So on to other business.
I dont want to talk about anyones life, because its not my place to bring up others' business, but I do want to let a few people know they have been in my thoughts (not necisarilly for bad things or concerns).
There are quite a few people whom I have come to care alot about on this site. I am naturally a very humble person so I cannot honestly say that all of them care as much for me as I do them, for the simple fact that I don't like to speak for others.
Lets name drop shall we...
1. I have since the first time I saw her, thought Noelle was someone very special and I am simply mentioning her because I am lost on how to let her know that I care about her and would be honored to have her friendship without coming of like a goof, or obsessive. I always feel like Im getting on her nerves but she says Im not so until she tells me to shut up I'll keep talking to her.
2. rebeldaisy is quite honestly one of the warmest most honest and absolutely most beautiful people I know and she never seems to get tired of me (yay
). If any of you know a single girl anything like her, pleas let me know because I wanna marry smeone just like her. I am in no way trying to tear down anyone else, and I think everyone on my friends list is amazing, but Jackie is in my opinion the prettiest girl on this site (and one of the prettiest girls I have ever seen) look at the photo of her looking over her left shoulder and try not to fall for her, I dare you.
2. Kar (burn) is gorgeous and fuuny and I have been really happy the past couple days because she told me she's starting to see a nice guy, and I completely believe she deserves to find a nice guy with all of my heart. she is amazingly beautiful and has heart to spare.
3. Erin. Well Im basically just still trying to figure out how she figured out Im alive, and what part of that discovery made her stop and look. I wrote her a stupid sappy email the other day just to say I hope she is feeling ok and messed it up (what can I say, she makes me nervous). As long as Erin is on this site, so shall I be.
4. Frankie is a punk. Abig ol stinky poophead and i absolutely adore her. She is fucking cool in every way shape and form. I only wish i could be a better friend to her.
5.Kat (the beez) doesnt need me. She's cool and sexy and her boyfriend makes me look like a chump. But I still swoon everytime she says hi.
6.Katie and Kiscica and Kikka. I love these three girls. They seem so intriguing. I only wish I had some way of tricking them into talking to me more.
7. Elisabeth has my heart and prayers both. She isn't seeing herself as a stable person much lately and this has brought tears to my eyes on several occasions. I love her so much and wish she trusted me enough to come to me with her concerns.
8. deathsurf has put me in her "punk boy stash". I dont really need to say anything else, because if you've seen her page you know how much of an honor that is to a goofball like me.
Ok now me... well let me start by pointing out that my profile is wrong and I've been a member longer than it says (because of a username snafu). I 've been on this site for almost its entire existance, and I am most certainly not a "popular member", not to say people dislike me, just that I havent become a well known figure. My friends list actually stays small on purpose and if you're on it I probably asked your permission first. Not that it bothers me, but I have had comments from newer members than I, treating me like I didnt have as much right to this site as they, and that bothers me a little. I have never been a real fan of me. I am however as of late being forced out of this by three or four people who and I thank you so much for that. I have had comments about my friends being girl for the most part (hey theres one guy). Well that is easily explained. I like women, I trust them more and that is who I am usually friends with. I have emotional problems alot and I bitch about myself alot, but there is one thing i will NEVER do. I wont lie to you. If you get a compliment from me, I mean it, and the quickest way to end a frienship with me is to call me a liar (if you get one warning, I must really like you). Other than that it's pretty simple. Im a flirt who cries pretty easily, loves to make people laugh and never feels quite good enough. If we've spoken I've probably apologized for "buggin you", because Im always scared that people dont really wanna talk to me, or that I'll annoy you (insecurities again). Last but not least Im shy but not modest. I have a hard time offering up info on my own, but you ask and I'll answer whatever question you have (no matter how gross or private). Physically, Im tall, skinny through the chest, wide through the hips, i have a big nose, baby blue eys most of the time, and dark brown hair I dye black. I've been told I have a nice butt and a cute smile, but I rarely show off either (unless asked) shaggy hair and a baby face accented by a cartoonish laugh and slight southern drawl. well thats it (I should probably add long winded to that little list ). If you wanna know anything else just ask.
we are but the simple following of the heros whom have come before us.
Every footstep we take exists only because of mad men and tirants and lovers and dreamers, who have come before us, were kind enough to pave the way.
Every fight we find worthy we owe to the warriors and thinkers who molded our fists and better yet made our words so deadly crisp.
We stand for the lost souls that could not find there way in the dark and so went toward the light.
we make the solomn laugh and bring the tears to the eyes of the hopeless, for you see tear drops clear the eye to let truth shine through.
We speak words so profound, that the only people who truly know what they mean, are the people who long ago said them, forever planting them in the back of our hearts.
We are the living photographs of the sleeping giants who couldn't afford to be portrayed in ink and oils
For every shipless sailor who travels the world without ever leaving their mind, we are each of us the champagne bottle across the bow.
We are the open hand a black man is offered by a reformed racist just because he sees beauty in another humans eyes.
We the dark shadows you hid from as a child, are now the familiar spaces you stare into as you plan your future.
You see, my words are no different than yours.
They have the same bittersweet irony of pain and loss and insecurities masked in humor and anger, and indifference. Even if the script isn't exactly the same, the meaning always fights its way through.
We are children all of us, no matter our age. We take our steps from the great chatacters who have come before us, both terrible and valiant. At the same time we are the elders passing ourselves to those who will learn from our mistakes and triumps. If you are going through it now, someone else went through it first.
Live for each other and live for yourselves. Trust me there's enough to go around. You will have ups and downs, love and loss. You will fullfill some dreams and let go of others. what's meant to happen will, whether it seems fair or not. You are good enough for what you want, and so are those around you. Take care of yourselves.
Im not the best poet. So on to other business.
I dont want to talk about anyones life, because its not my place to bring up others' business, but I do want to let a few people know they have been in my thoughts (not necisarilly for bad things or concerns).
There are quite a few people whom I have come to care alot about on this site. I am naturally a very humble person so I cannot honestly say that all of them care as much for me as I do them, for the simple fact that I don't like to speak for others.
Lets name drop shall we...
1. I have since the first time I saw her, thought Noelle was someone very special and I am simply mentioning her because I am lost on how to let her know that I care about her and would be honored to have her friendship without coming of like a goof, or obsessive. I always feel like Im getting on her nerves but she says Im not so until she tells me to shut up I'll keep talking to her.
2. rebeldaisy is quite honestly one of the warmest most honest and absolutely most beautiful people I know and she never seems to get tired of me (yay
). If any of you know a single girl anything like her, pleas let me know because I wanna marry smeone just like her. I am in no way trying to tear down anyone else, and I think everyone on my friends list is amazing, but Jackie is in my opinion the prettiest girl on this site (and one of the prettiest girls I have ever seen) look at the photo of her looking over her left shoulder and try not to fall for her, I dare you.
2. Kar (burn) is gorgeous and fuuny and I have been really happy the past couple days because she told me she's starting to see a nice guy, and I completely believe she deserves to find a nice guy with all of my heart. she is amazingly beautiful and has heart to spare.
3. Erin. Well Im basically just still trying to figure out how she figured out Im alive, and what part of that discovery made her stop and look. I wrote her a stupid sappy email the other day just to say I hope she is feeling ok and messed it up (what can I say, she makes me nervous). As long as Erin is on this site, so shall I be.
4. Frankie is a punk. Abig ol stinky poophead and i absolutely adore her. She is fucking cool in every way shape and form. I only wish i could be a better friend to her.
5.Kat (the beez) doesnt need me. She's cool and sexy and her boyfriend makes me look like a chump. But I still swoon everytime she says hi.
6.Katie and Kiscica and Kikka. I love these three girls. They seem so intriguing. I only wish I had some way of tricking them into talking to me more.
7. Elisabeth has my heart and prayers both. She isn't seeing herself as a stable person much lately and this has brought tears to my eyes on several occasions. I love her so much and wish she trusted me enough to come to me with her concerns.
8. deathsurf has put me in her "punk boy stash". I dont really need to say anything else, because if you've seen her page you know how much of an honor that is to a goofball like me.
Ok now me... well let me start by pointing out that my profile is wrong and I've been a member longer than it says (because of a username snafu). I 've been on this site for almost its entire existance, and I am most certainly not a "popular member", not to say people dislike me, just that I havent become a well known figure. My friends list actually stays small on purpose and if you're on it I probably asked your permission first. Not that it bothers me, but I have had comments from newer members than I, treating me like I didnt have as much right to this site as they, and that bothers me a little. I have never been a real fan of me. I am however as of late being forced out of this by three or four people who and I thank you so much for that. I have had comments about my friends being girl for the most part (hey theres one guy). Well that is easily explained. I like women, I trust them more and that is who I am usually friends with. I have emotional problems alot and I bitch about myself alot, but there is one thing i will NEVER do. I wont lie to you. If you get a compliment from me, I mean it, and the quickest way to end a frienship with me is to call me a liar (if you get one warning, I must really like you). Other than that it's pretty simple. Im a flirt who cries pretty easily, loves to make people laugh and never feels quite good enough. If we've spoken I've probably apologized for "buggin you", because Im always scared that people dont really wanna talk to me, or that I'll annoy you (insecurities again). Last but not least Im shy but not modest. I have a hard time offering up info on my own, but you ask and I'll answer whatever question you have (no matter how gross or private). Physically, Im tall, skinny through the chest, wide through the hips, i have a big nose, baby blue eys most of the time, and dark brown hair I dye black. I've been told I have a nice butt and a cute smile, but I rarely show off either (unless asked) shaggy hair and a baby face accented by a cartoonish laugh and slight southern drawl. well thats it (I should probably add long winded to that little list
). If you wanna know anything else just ask.VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
*lost the thought* better go now