**UPDATE**
Somewhere in Illinois and getting one chance to update and come on SG. Now I wish I hadn"t. Im done caring.
So......
No more Zechariah
Some know others dont. I actually hadnt planned to say anything but oh well.
As of tomorrow I am homeless (I will be living in my truck) and because of this I will not be able to come her...
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Somewhere in Illinois and getting one chance to update and come on SG. Now I wish I hadn"t. Im done caring.
So......
No more Zechariah
Some know others dont. I actually hadnt planned to say anything but oh well.
As of tomorrow I am homeless (I will be living in my truck) and because of this I will not be able to come her...
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kiscica:
Zechy...please please PLEASE contact your mother or burn or me ASAP. we all love you very very much and we need to know that you're ok.
mistressmissy:
zech everyone misses you. i hope you find a library or something so you can read all these messages and realize how much we all care.
So.... der is dis girl dat I still love but its not meant to be right now so its ok. we still love each other but its just not the right time.
Some of you may know, and some don't but the girl I have been talking about for a while that i loved and wanted a relationship with is kiscica. And she wanted a...
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Some of you may know, and some don't but the girl I have been talking about for a while that i loved and wanted a relationship with is kiscica. And she wanted a...
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mistressmissy:
im very glad youre still here making posts. i doubt what i said to you the other night helped at all but you still know that all your friends love you. so next time we talk ill try to think happy thoughts...and things that will make you smile...though it may be a weak one. its gonna take you some time i know and youll always love her...but im usually around if you need someone to talk to dollface 
aanya:
Kisc is right. It will all work out. Life goes on and you will find someone new. She will always be there for you (I know this for a fact) and it will be good like that. Cheer up, it all happens for a reason. I am a strong believer in fate, everything happening for a reason. There is reason behind this...it will work out for you! Just be strong and dont let it get you too down. Know that you are a wonderful person!
So if I come online tonight and update again, it means Im not dead.
cross your fingers.
Z
cross your fingers.
Z
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kiscica:
don't even fucking talk that way zech...
please.
please.
jezabel1:
what the fuck? i come online to say hello after a much too long absence, and you're scaring me. please don't. you're one of the most important people in my world and i'm sorry that i haven't been around lately. i certainly don't want to worry about you even thinking about, jokingly or not, leaving so many people without a dear friend. i thought things were going well with you?? why the sudden 180? please don't do anything drastic. there are sooo many people out in the world that love you sooo much and would crumble to pieces to see you hurting, myself included. i know everyone on this site who know of you would never want anything bad to come of you.
if anything, know that i love you and always will.
love you,
Genevieve xoxo
if anything, know that i love you and always will.
love you,
Genevieve xoxo
GOD DAMN SLIDE WHISTLE!!!!!!!
Ok so whats new George?
I don't know and who is George?
Kiscica just called me a crackhead, now I must cry like a little girl.
Ok so Toronto was really cool. I met some awesome people and I would like so shout out to them now (dawg).
Jezebelle is BEEEAAUUTIFUL!!!! and she let us crash there which was awesome. Tegan...
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Ok so whats new George?
I don't know and who is George?
Kiscica just called me a crackhead, now I must cry like a little girl.
Ok so Toronto was really cool. I met some awesome people and I would like so shout out to them now (dawg).
Jezebelle is BEEEAAUUTIFUL!!!! and she let us crash there which was awesome. Tegan...
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rebeldaisy:
i'm sorry that i'm not gonna be able to meet you. 
i've missed talking to you.
i've missed talking to you.
kiscica:
so uh. i miss you. it's so quiet and lonely here without ya. come back soon.
i love you. xoxoxo
i love you. xoxoxo
kiscica invades zechariah. oh baby oh baby. 
zechy is heeeeeeeere(*&$#(%*@)$*
zechy is the most sweet, adorable, fantastical, amazing, wonderful, pretty boy EVER. i bet you're all jealous i get him all to myself for ten whole days. huzzAh(*$&@(*$&
i'm so so SOOOOOOOOOOOO happy to have him here. i think i just might steal his bus ticket and keep him for always. NEEEEEEENER)($*#)$*
mwahaha.
oki. less...
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zechy is heeeeeeeere(*&$#(%*@)$*
zechy is the most sweet, adorable, fantastical, amazing, wonderful, pretty boy EVER. i bet you're all jealous i get him all to myself for ten whole days. huzzAh(*$&@(*$&
i'm so so SOOOOOOOOOOOO happy to have him here. i think i just might steal his bus ticket and keep him for always. NEEEEEEENER)($*#)$*
mwahaha.
oki. less...
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zechariah:
She let me kiss her on the cheek too. 
nuria:
You are a fantastic pair. Jealous nah, just very happy for you.
xoxo
xoxo
UPDATE: Today is halloween and seeing as I dont have any money for costumes and no one likes me enough for parties, I must recieve my jollies elsewhere. And what is this alternative source you might ask? ........
MICHAEL MUTHA FUCKIN JACKSON'S THRILLER!!!! Yeah you heard me. I said it. Im a big dork and nothing thrills me like the Thriller. I dont like that...
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MICHAEL MUTHA FUCKIN JACKSON'S THRILLER!!!! Yeah you heard me. I said it. Im a big dork and nothing thrills me like the Thriller. I dont like that...
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ryan:
how was yer halloween afterall? i had fun and no dressin up...i was lookin thru yer pics...you have done some great drawings! and yer ink is perty kickin too....
aanya:
I hope your having a good time in Canada with Kiscica! I want to see pics as soon as you get them.
I didnt dress up for halloween at all Oh well...I'll just make up for it next year!
I didnt dress up for halloween at all
Oh well...I'll just make up for it next year!
She gave her name as Merciless, daughter of the mourning moon. And as I held her tight in my arms my chest swelled up with fire and a thirst for sleep did become my calling. I am the sand between your fingers, she said, the crying voice on the southern wind, I come from the belly of the oceans and loom over you like the...
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noelle:
Whoa, that drawing is amzing!! I`m putting it in my cndids too, is that ok?
twwly:
cute drawing! love it!
OK so since my last post........
My INCREDIBLE versatility was tested once again. i was forced to not only wade through the ankle deep water in my kitchen but also lie in it to fix the stream of water gushing from the broken pipe, THEN clean up all the water. I did this all last night in about an hour. Im fucking good.
Today I...
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My INCREDIBLE versatility was tested once again. i was forced to not only wade through the ankle deep water in my kitchen but also lie in it to fix the stream of water gushing from the broken pipe, THEN clean up all the water. I did this all last night in about an hour. Im fucking good.
Today I...
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jezabel1:
hey babe,
no, i haven't left or anything drastic like that. i've just been caught up in the middle of a lot of drama. anyways, i'm extremely happy for you and your baby. i hope all else is well with you. i'm gonna cut this a bit short, but don't worry, i'll write to you soon.
xoxo,
genevieve
no, i haven't left or anything drastic like that. i've just been caught up in the middle of a lot of drama. anyways, i'm extremely happy for you and your baby. i hope all else is well with you. i'm gonna cut this a bit short, but don't worry, i'll write to you soon.
xoxo,
genevieve
rebeldaisy:
sometimes i've just gotta say what i'm feeling though...
i had a dream about you, but it really wasn't you...if you know what i mean?
i had a dream about you, but it really wasn't you...if you know what i mean?
GOING TO SEE KISCICA! 
Uhm other than that I got disqualified from the job opp so I guess my idea that people saying good luck would jinx me, was right on the money. oh well Ill just trick Kiscica into letting me be her love slave while Im
there.
So onto other new,s the girl Im in love with,... I cant wait to see, and...
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Uhm other than that I got disqualified from the job opp so I guess my idea that people saying good luck would jinx me, was right on the money. oh well Ill just trick Kiscica into letting me be her love slave while Im
there.
So onto other new,s the girl Im in love with,... I cant wait to see, and...
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kiscica:
"really bad pictures" my ass. i fucking adore those pictures of you hunnie. seeeeeeeeeriously. they make me smile and purr and tingle and all those wonderful thangs.
i looooove yoooou xoxoxoxo
i looooove yoooou xoxoxoxo
frankie18:
your such a cutie. haha you NEED taco bell, your awsome. i could so go for a bean and cheese burrito right now. no sauce or onions of course. im so glad that you met someone who truely understands what a great guy you are
UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE: GO SEND keith LOVE RIGHT NOW. THAT DUDE MAJORLY GOT FUCKED OVER AND HE NEEDS TO KNOW THAT ALL WOMEN ARENT USELESS AND SINCE ALL MY FRIENDS ARE BEAUTIFUL GIRLS YOU ARE THE BEST TO HELP!
Seated, high in the windows, counting the seconds til the moon falls. Tearing paper monsters and drinking from my eternal youth. Theres a cold wind in...
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Seated, high in the windows, counting the seconds til the moon falls. Tearing paper monsters and drinking from my eternal youth. Theres a cold wind in...
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olsen:
Oh, thank you.
Wow, you're a gorgeous writer.
Wow, you're a gorgeous writer.
missprint:
Thanks for the offer, but it seems that this little punk rocker's heart is taken. Well, If your travels ever bring you to Boston, let me know.
best wishes.
-K
best wishes.
-K
Yup, life sucks again.
Edit.
Ok i got some of the stuff that sperned this worked out, but there are still a couple little problems so its not ALL better but its a little better.
Edit.
Ok i got some of the stuff that sperned this worked out, but there are still a couple little problems so its not ALL better but its a little better.
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rebeldaisy:
nope. not today either.
burn:
I LURVE YOUUUZZZ!
Alright dammit I've been trying to post a new journal for a couple days and cant think of crap to say.
I am (knock on wood) starting to train for a new job here shortly, which will mean Ill be traveling alot (and posting alot less)
I am trying to figure out how to gather up the $158 dollars I need for a bus ticket...
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I am (knock on wood) starting to train for a new job here shortly, which will mean Ill be traveling alot (and posting alot less)
I am trying to figure out how to gather up the $158 dollars I need for a bus ticket...
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siara:
I lurve your drawing style!!.. the eyes are so cute!! can't wait to see the pic you are doing!!!!!
Good luck with the job!! *fingers crossed for ya* that will mean money to see your girl!.. What sort of job is it?? ..that is such a cute piccy she drew for you by the way!!
I was wondering what had happened to your chopper?!? that sucks you had to sell it, but if it wasn't the right time then fair enough... you can always do it in the future!
Thanks for get-well wishes btw!!
XX
Good luck with the job!! *fingers crossed for ya* that will mean money to see your girl!.. What sort of job is it?? ..that is such a cute piccy she drew for you by the way!!
I was wondering what had happened to your chopper?!? that sucks you had to sell it, but if it wasn't the right time then fair enough... you can always do it in the future!
Thanks for get-well wishes btw!!
XX 
babybeezer:
hey man it's the thought that counts. But for future reference it's StoopidPolack@aol.com.
xoxoxo
xoxoxo