Saturday Jan 31, 2004

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Ever feel like your life is one big sea-saw and you're the fat kid who doesnt ever get to be up in the air?



....yeah
futt3rm31n390:
Swing low sweet chariot......Preach on Man
deanna:
love

Wednesday Jan 28, 2004

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SO for some reason I decided to dress unlike myslef today, adn was told it was sexy (although Im not sure I agree) Im wearing plaid bondage shorts adn chucks and a shirt with the sleeves cut off adn my nails are black and I have eyeliner on my left eye, my bangs are laying in my eyes and are black and blonde and the...
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zac:
i'm scared to have needles stuck through my weiner. funny thing, that. dunno why i would ever feel weird about having someone put a big needle in my urethra and pushing through my oh so delicate weiner flesh and popping it out the bottom. i saw somebody get on once and my balls crawled up into my throat. i hurt for the kid.
but hey, you're a pirate so i guess you're into that sort of thing.

reprazent.
nuria:
Owwwch!!! I'm trying to convince Eric to get his PA done when I get my nipples but he doesn't seem too keen. I guess I cant blame him. blackeyed

xoxo

Wednesday Jan 21, 2004

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UPDATE: Tomorrow (friday) is my birthday, and you know what that means. (yeah thats right, it means waking up around noon, sitting around for a couple hours, calling someone, then sitting around for hours alone, waiting for it to be time to go to sleep and forget the day ever happened) Oh and to top it off not only is my birthday categorically the coldest...
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kiscica:
loveyou. xoxo
babybeezer:
you might want to see the new pics I put up. they're from an infamous set of photos that I finally got my hands on.

Saturday Jan 17, 2004

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hi, kiscica here, invading zechariah's journal.

i think he's expecting me to put something brilliant here, but i got nothing. *empties her pockets*

there once was a boy named zech
in his profile he wore a black hat
he's building me a ship
where we'll be pirates
and we shall call it "daddy mack"

bwahahaha.

my cat has his claw stuck in the door frame....
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zac:
show off, why don't you?

reprazent.
kiscica:
no *I'M* the real Zechariah.

don't listen to him.

*shifty eyes*

Tuesday Jan 13, 2004

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UPDATE: I have given Kiscica permission to beat me up and call me bitch at her whim, but it must be done in a sexy way (so if you see her abusing this power in a non sexy way, please inform me.)


So today I have two missions. There is a bunch of paperwork that need to be filled out and so I have to...
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nuria:
Wow--you sound, dare I say, happy? About time love.

xoxo
jezabel1:
hey!! i so want in on this... biggrin this pirate business sounds like it would be fucking rad. i see that you're feeling better as of late, and i fucking love seeing friends of mine happy!!! hope to talk to you soon. blush

lotsalove kiss love kiss love ,
genevieve ARRR!!! miao!! ARRR!!! miao!!

Sunday Jan 11, 2004

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SO yeah I've been in Vegas less than two weeks and I already got in a fight (which I lost pathetically because i couldnt bring myself to hit little fucking kids full strength) I went to a show with Cheshire and some little girl ran out of the pit and punched me in the throat so a grbbed her and held her for a second...
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cheshire:
*poke*... no worries... lol... btw.. that bottle did hit me... I've got a cool looking bruise.... it's green
kiscica:
my head needs a paper hat please.

ahOy(@&$(#@^%$(#@$&^

um i have to continue with my room efforts all day today. i'm not feeling very keen on that idea at this point in time, but alas, i must push on. wanna come help?

hey. i wonder if "pirate ship builder" would qualify as a "skilled trade"?

k. surely i'll be around later. hopefully i'll catch you online.

*bites your nose* love you.

Tuesday Jan 06, 2004

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Last night I was allowed the honor of reading an original piece of poetry by a writer who i hope someday to have half the skill and ability to think as beautifully as.

On other news. Im fu-uckin bored man.

But I did have a wonderful dream last night, and I think I'll keep it. It was about a wish I made yesterday coming true....
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aanya:
I stole your pants....and if your not careful I will take your shirt too!

kiss kiss
leavemehere:
you're one cool mofo, zach... even cheshy says so... down with the little punks!

Monday Dec 29, 2003

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UPDATE: need any more proof y life is retarded? Im in las Vegas right now Las Vegas Nevada. the desert....and it is FUCKING SNOWING!!! WHAT THE FUCK. I cam here to get away from this.

In my new home


LAS VEGAS

Staying with my sis (which SUCKS) I hate staying at peoples house. I feel like such a mooch.

When I was getting on the...
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aanya:
glad you are doing well but goddammit boy! Get yourself money for other things before buying a tattoo gun!

kiss kiss
kiscica:
i love you too hun. i kinda wish you'd have made the other turn and wound up here but i know it's best for now that you didn't. someday, right? then i can come bug you everyday! wink

xoxoxoxo

Thursday Dec 18, 2003

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UPDATE 2: To add to the crushing stress of my life lately I just got home from the hospital. turns out my left kidney has decided to try to shut down. Apparently I have pissed God off and am being punished. but hey I do get to sit in a house without heat wearing three coats and/or sleep in my truck, and I'll get to...
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babybeezer:
thank you, my underparts feel much better now. biggrin

on a less silly note, I know you've heard it before but wow you are such an amazing writer. Everything you write is beautiful, even when you write about ugliness and pain. That is a true gift to create beauty out of despair.

Sending you love.
nuria:
So, any chance of things getting better for you? Why the sudden loss of a home and such? Hope you don't mind my prying but since you got to be crass I figured it was a trade. wink

And kidney's are overrated I tell you. Mine give me fucking trouble all the time. And look on the bright side, you have another whole kidney so I say rot on kidney, rot on.

Don't you have any decent friends to help you out right now or family or something? I really hope you find somewhere soon because my tummy gets all grumbled when I think of you cold and sleeping in a truck. frown

xoxo

Tuesday Dec 09, 2003

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Hey dad,

I woke up this morning, but I never really slept. I haven't felt very much like your son lately. Things are burning me more lately than they used to. My name doesnt sound right to me any more, less deserved I think. I mis you alot and wish you didnt have to watch me be such a fuck up. I hope you're proud...
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babybeezer:
I can't give you any advice or encouragement, just love and kisses.
kiss
kiss
kiss
ghoulish:
That was stunning, seriously.

Wednesday Dec 03, 2003

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this is kiscica.

Zechariah asked me to update his journal for him and let everyone know that he's ok. he's in a little town somewhere in california, although he doesn't exactly know where. here's hoping he settles somewhere soon.

he's the strongest person i've ever encountered, and i'm sure he'll get through this just fine...

let's send him a ton of love and good thoughts...
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nuria:
Loves and kisses, Zechariah!!!

Still miss you. frown
aanya:
Good to know that you are doing okay. I dont know if you will get this before I do but i talked to your mom..she is worried and wants you to call her.
I am glad you are doing good.....

kiss kiss
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