zechariah

yay for love

as far as i know...the news on Acceptance is...
they are still recording at the same studio that Foo Fighters recorded Color and the Shape.
Still writing and demoing songs out. No shows either. It sucks.

My band played with the Higher here not long ago. They were touring with a band called Park.
And weve played with Story of the Year twice...but....they are our friends, so it doesnt count.
haha

you gave me much hope the other night when we spoke. be well.

my answer to your writing:

i found the rod and curtains to replace over the window just over a week ago, and i replaced them. when the sun decided (as it periodically does) to half-heartedly shine in the morning after that hallowed event it was thankfully reduced in its usual self-righteous nature. it fought the layers of fabric and less than valiantly lost, my syes barely capable of noticing through lids more than half stuck shut from the previous night's alcoholic rampage.
(when i say rampage, i suppose i should have put it in quotes. i mean rampage as in how the sun made a concious effort to shine or the dead make a concious effort to stay dead.)
sometimes the phone will ring. i stare at it. sometimes i will even check who called. sometimes i try to call back. most times i don't.
sometimes i try to keep myself busy. sometimes i try to keep myself informed of what the world is, what it may become.

a week ago i sat in a bar. i wasn't alone, most of the seats were filled. i hadn't come with anyone and no one had come for me. i drank, the only words i spoke simply to ask for another. when i left a tip the bartender never met my eyes, never said goodbye, just took the money dutifully. i went outside to my car and rested my forehead against the steering wheel, my knuckles turning white as they clenched it with all the strength they possessed.

feeling lonely feels more alien than breathing.

xo
reprazent.

[Edited on Jun 14, 2004 10:53PM]

saw in the groups our looking for uv tattoo info. its great you have full confidance that your artist can do it well, but the only reason i dont have one yet is i cant find any places that use uv ink, so finding an artist good enuf to use it is the easy part. a couple days ago i went around to every tattoo place in downtown TO and the only luck i had was with exotix, who have uv ink on order and will have it in 2-3 weeks. youd be better to call them or drop by some time, and their artist is amazing:

www.exotix.ca
368 church (just south of gerrard)
416 259 9361

[Edited on Jun 10, 2004 1:35PM]

Aww you guys are so cute.

Thank you for your blessings =) So far everyone is very approving... which is making it harder for us to come up with reasons why we shouldn't give it a whirl. He is an awesome kid, I promise to be sweet.

And filthy.

But most importantly, sweet.

I'm so glad you're happy.

I know we kind of started off rough and got ourselves into an assload of mischief and things didn't go as smoothly as hoped... but I wish you well, Zech... you take care of yourself, doll... and you keep that chin up... I had some great times with you, doll... I'd like to have many more.

(formerly deathsurf)

Sad to hear that you are leaving SG. Best wishes in all things.

Kay

WTF?? What happened?

Please email me and tell me anything--grrr, you have my tummy in a knot. I hope you are okay.

xoxo

be well, friend.
talk to you later, hopefully.

reprazent.

I havent been around much, you havent been around much...what is this world coming too?

Be good...

hey stop being cute

woulda been fun if you were around last night for my freak out. we could compare notes on madness.
always a fun time.

reprazent.