zebranova

Gah I so wanna buy a place to live.... Ive been living in my apartment for less than a year and i am already tired of renting... I found a 4 bed room 2 bath, big kitchen, living room , din, three decks... for 42,500.00 i want it so bad.... It so freakin scary though...Ive only just turned 20 and with my husband being in prison, i wont be getting any help from him... it will just be lil ol me all by my self, paying for everything... I want so much to be able to do this.... I feel stuck in this apartment....

I don' even know how to go about buyin a house.... i have no clue about any of it ... i feel so stupid.... and so i try to talk to my mother about it and shes just not being helpful at all, because she thinks its a stupid idea, and she apparently doesn't want me to succeed in this....

I need advice, help, anything.....