zebrah

I never make blogs that sound remotly unhappy but today its a little different, im not myself nor do i feel i will be for some time lif has dulled for me. Ive been sick the last 2 days (vomitings a bitch) got in the biggest fight with the boy ever never screamed so loud in my life. i escaped off the map for a couple of days didnt tell anyone where i was didnt contact anyone but i was safe and thats all that matters at work now high because its the only thing that seems to calm me down anymore. fucking thanksgiving is gonna suck bc i cant hold down the amazing mashes tatars or mac and cheese.....even the smell of food makes me cringe which is terrible to a tunker muffin who lovessss food! sighs but the good news is SG always up lifts me! I had 2 messeges from two incredible men who took the time out of their busy schudules to make me some fan art, one even hurt is finger and still managed to make me look hot! Thank you guys! xoxoxoxo
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Disoriented

also got to see a picture i thought id never see, my friend i mentioned in my last blog tagged me in a picture of me and Neato which spread a smile across my whole face, i decided that as long as im walking and breathing im gonna do my best to earn their friendship back it will take time and it will be bumpy but god damnit i miss those girls and i need them more then ever right now

Some shoots will be coming up one this month and alot next month, i dont want to talk to much about it because its a surprise but its a cluster fuck of gorgeous women! Including SheilaSavage,Pogoe,Sobelle,and Amarena may even be there too!!! yes sexy sg girls all under one roof.....what could happen? what could happen =) Ill be 20 next month teen years out the roof....i havent even lived my teen yars yet and they are fading away as the days go by. But thats life we grow old =) Gonna go lay down stupid key board is starting to double I hope everyone has a wonderful thanksgiving!!!
Wishlist window begging!
My birthday is next month and there are so many things on my wish list i WANT but right now what i NEED is deff some new body jewerly! mainly nip rings,gauges( either 0's or 00) and anything from this list will do period because im a girl and i love clothes!!!
http://www.amazon.com/registry/wishlist/1DNVE86U1HGR8/ref=cm_wl_rlist_go_o
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