zeal

So, my eyes are red and puffy, my stomach aches and I have a hole in my heart. That's right, I'm single. I finished it which broke my little heart as for so long I thought he was the one. I just can't wait around for him to prove to me he loves me. He says it all the time but never shows it and as you all know, words lose all meaning after a while. I'm fed up of putting in all the effort so for that, I punished myself as well and became a single white female (not as mad as in the film tho). Bring on Houston to get me away from all of this.