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ps - isn't the little boy in "you and me . . . " so great? i'm glad you mentioned that you watched it - i get the connection, i don't think it's weird or whatever.

and thanks for your will to will energy. i'll take that, and it will do fine. as for what i will you - inspiration. and the promise to never get boring.

yeah, i feel liberated, but also vulnerable and kind of freaked. denial is a strange beast. ok, i'm really off to feign sleep now!! 'night.