zazie

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MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH





I hope your day goes swell!

kisssessssss
hugssssssss
lovesssssss

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EDITED*4:53PM*
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i swear I wasn't going to let being alone get to me.

but it fucked with me for the last time...

a1icianicole: my moms like we have to go to ohio this week
a1icianicole: im like
a1icianicole: why?
a1icianicole: shes like
a1icianicole: didnt malcolm tell you
a1icianicole: thats my stepdad
a1icianicole: im like.
a1icianicole: no...
a1icianicole: what
a1icianicole: aunt karen
a1icianicole: she died
a1icianicole: :-(
a1icianicole: shes like
Televolution: :'(
a1icianicole: he was supposed to tell you
a1icianicole: i love
a1icianicole: how im informed
a1icianicole: and the fact i cant even go to the funeral.
a1icianicole: :-(


I HATE YOU HOLIDAYS.

YOU CAN SUCK MY FUCKEN BALLS.

RIGHT. NOW.
I have pictures from tampa(my visit to go see robbie). I'll put them up after I resize them all and what not. I think at times like this. It's the selective few of you that keep me from going OFF that edge. I love you all. I thank god everyday that you're there for me.

i need a hug.
badly.

i'm never going to let myself get fooled ever again.

I always think for some reason, I'm more important to people then I really am.

It just goes to show you how everthing can from really swell, to really suck.

I have to remember that, even if someone holds you and kisses you, it doesn't mean they care about you.

All I ask for, is someone to say they care about me and mean it.

to kiss me and actually want to be there, in the moment.

to hold me and not want to let go.

hold my hand, just to make me smile.

dry my tears, whenever I should cry.

and for someone to understand me, just a little.

that's all.



that's all I have to say for now.