well i know its kinda late, hope i didnt wake you
what i got to say cant wait
i know you'd understand
everytime i tried to tell you, the words just came out wrong
so ill ahve to say i love you in a song.
i adore you my lovviesss.
reagan,vanessa,is,tak1878,al
and everyone else.
ive been so out of it lately.
with grandma, my aunt, and my ex all having cancer.
moms sick, im sick my dogs sick.
its not good lately.
im so scared, alone and sad.
too many tears.
and when people die. it always has to be in groups.
i could handle everyone once ina while one or two people.
but 3 at a time.
jesus christ rip out my f'in heart alreadt.
"I should change my name to misery,
since company loves me so."
steal my "".
die.
what i got to say cant wait
i know you'd understand
everytime i tried to tell you, the words just came out wrong
so ill ahve to say i love you in a song.
i adore you my lovviesss.
reagan,vanessa,is,tak1878,al
and everyone else.
ive been so out of it lately.
with grandma, my aunt, and my ex all having cancer.
moms sick, im sick my dogs sick.
its not good lately.
im so scared, alone and sad.
too many tears.
and when people die. it always has to be in groups.
i could handle everyone once ina while one or two people.
but 3 at a time.
jesus christ rip out my f'in heart alreadt.
"I should change my name to misery,
since company loves me so."
steal my "".
die.
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Best thing you can do is cry and talk about it. Dont let go of your belief in life or or passion, those who dont cry dont feel, dont live.. It is all for a reason even if you cannot see it now.
Believe me if i say it does get better if you believe it will. It will not stop the pain but without pain and hurt we have no love and what is pleasure.
It really sucks cause i deal with death on a daily basis around here, it is sad to say, but its true. Life is so different for me here, it always changes a person when put in certian positions.. sleep well
elwood