zarphin

Silent tears
I cry these tears for you my dear,
In silence in quiet of night I cry them
Clear against my skin, in the loneliness of night
Forever will I remember you, so sweet, and just right

I cry these tears for you my dear
Who has brought me hope and anguish
I hold you close, but let you go as you will
I know you dont see it as I do, but I care deeply still

I cry these tears for you my dear
My closest companion, my dearest heart
Far away, yet always close, my purpose, my light
I long to have you always here, Yet fear it shall never be

I cry there tears for you my dear
One I do not know, and may never meet
The hopes of my future rest in you, and are lost
My whole self searches for you, and has little hope

I cry there tears for you myself
I sit in rooms full, and feel all alone
I help, and hold those around me so close
Yet always am I wishing I had what was lost, what is missing

--me


So much going on, so much has happened in the last months, and years, I no longer even know how to say anything.

--Z