Ok wow,
So I was thinking of updating here, then I wasn't. Then a friend said I should, and I said I wasn't going to, but now I am. Hahaha. Confused yet, yea welcome to my life the last couple months. So much has changed since I last posted here, but I'll just stick with recent events, and leave the past in the past.
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So I was thinking of updating here, then I wasn't. Then a friend said I should, and I said I wasn't going to, but now I am. Hahaha. Confused yet, yea welcome to my life the last couple months. So much has changed since I last posted here, but I'll just stick with recent events, and leave the past in the past.
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I'm too mixed up right now to be good at anything. Though I'm trying so very hard to maintain good friendships, being a good father, good son, good brother, working hard, organizing things, community helping out, and all the rest, I'm just not doing good at any of it. Maybe I have too much on my plate? If thats the case though why do I...
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taoandcoffee:
My minibar sentence is a line from a song... but it is a Canadian band! 
Mystery is a good way to describe my entire forseeable future. A little bit of clarity might be nice, but I think I'm being greedy there.
Mystery is a good way to describe my entire forseeable future. A little bit of clarity might be nice, but I think I'm being greedy there.
taoandcoffee:
It's so true. I don't think that I'd felt that I'd quite lost everything yet, and that clinging to vestiges of a life that's no longer mine has been holding me back.
Also, you ought to post again. I'm nosy and would like to know what's up with you
Also, you ought to post again. I'm nosy and would like to know what's up with you
Silent tears
I cry these tears for you my dear,
In silence in quiet of night I cry them
Clear against my skin, in the loneliness of night
Forever will I remember you, so sweet, and just right
I cry these tears for you my dear
Who has brought me hope and anguish
I hold you close, but let you go as you will
I...
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I cry these tears for you my dear,
In silence in quiet of night I cry them
Clear against my skin, in the loneliness of night
Forever will I remember you, so sweet, and just right
I cry these tears for you my dear
Who has brought me hope and anguish
I hold you close, but let you go as you will
I...
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new blog.....there are you happy. 
--Z
--Z
lego:
No, that makes you human
nopantsdave:
You say that like hearing about baseball is a bad thing!
One awesome thing of note, the Tigers are coming down here to play for the first time in almost a decade. I think one of my brothers might come down for the games. Should be fun.
Is a best friend who you only talk to when you start the conversation (and not even 100% of the time when you do) really a best friend?
One awesome thing of note, the Tigers are coming down here to play for the first time in almost a decade. I think one of my brothers might come down for the games. Should be fun.
Is a best friend who you only talk to when you start the conversation (and not even 100% of the time when you do) really a best friend?
Well, its been a while. I've met a girl, gone on a couple of dates, been stood up, been not called, so now thats over. She wasn't probably any good for me anyways, but it was someone who showed actual honest interest in me for the first time in a long time. Oh well thought no big loss.
Spent my night I got stood up...
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kirin:
It's not a god damn butt plug! You need to do a new blog already!.
kirin:
But now he thinks it *might* be a butt plug!
I now officially have nowhere to speak my mind freely. Bleh. Which is probably good, because my mind is not clear on anything right now, and therefor, should not be polluting the thoughts of other, more sane people. September, September, always September. Next year I'm taking it off, the whole month, off from life, I'll speak only to the five guys closest to me, and...
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kirin:
The wedding was fun! I love your friends. Good god you need to stop being so hard on yourself!
Can wait to see you and the kiddo on Saturday! If the boy weren't going to be in town I'd go with you to get her again. It's fun flustering your ex after all.
Can wait to see you and the kiddo on Saturday! If the boy weren't going to be in town I'd go with you to get her again. It's fun flustering your ex after all.
kraven:
Awe you are sooo kind. It is on zivity if you want to enjoy it there.... i can get you a free 30 day trial to take a lok around and see what you think....you if not know it is doing ok still there. I love that you loved it so much. It was my favorite set to date so I too an sad it didnt see the light of day here. Owell what can one do. You rock and thanks so much for always having something kind to say! Got any plans for Halloween?
One year ago today I lost my soulmate to cancer, she was 28. Diagnosis to death took a startlingly short 4 months give or take a couple days. She was not yet my wife, but she would have been well on her way by now. Even had she lasted another year my life would be amazingly different. I can't begin to express everything I lost...
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kirin:
I'm always here for you. Literally because I'm sitting right next to you.
Crazy week of all crazy weeks. One of my very best friends fathers passed away last sunday from leukemia. It wasn't unexpected, but we had thought he would last a good bit longer. Funeral was catholic, I'm not exactly adverse to religion, but lets just say that was way beyond my comfort level. I was in fact, laughing during the mass. which my friend understood,...
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prettyflesh:
thank you!
Ahhh July 17th! Happy Birthday baby girl Samantha! though I can hardly call you a baby anymore. Had her birthday party yesterday. The lovely and amazing ms Kirin showed up, and did an admirable job of not running in terror from the children that were here. LOL. My little girl got lots of fun presents, and due to the stupid heat of the day we're...
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phacet:
Zarphin -
Don't throw rocks at my BCF
I know how 2-faced you are.
If you need a reminder go to her past blog about you Asswipe.
Don't throw rocks at my BCF
I know how 2-faced you are.
If you need a reminder go to her past blog about you Asswipe.
phacet:
What part of: "Don't throw rocks" do you not understand?
It means in simple terms - When you live in a glass house don't throw rocks at someone else's.
You also live in a glass house.
If you think not I suggest you read her blog about you. Imbecile.
The only "problem" I've caused it is to you. You love her and want them to break up so you can make another move and I keep tossing a wrench in your path. The damage I have caused is to you and I agree with you; the damage I've caused you is more than I will ever know.
It means in simple terms - When you live in a glass house don't throw rocks at someone else's.
You also live in a glass house.
If you think not I suggest you read her blog about you. Imbecile.
The only "problem" I've caused it is to you. You love her and want them to break up so you can make another move and I keep tossing a wrench in your path.
The damage I have caused is to you and I agree with you; the damage I've caused you is more than I will ever know.
I did it to myself, and so I'll deal with it I suppose. I made a mistake, and I screwed up. Normally I have very good control over myself and my emotions, for various reasons in the last couple years, since my daughter was born, and then especially since my divorce, the death of my nearest and dearest, and all that has gone on since,...
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nopantsdave:
Seriously? You really think I need to be hanging out with a girl or know that she also has feelings in order for me to be totally in love? Please. We've talked.....we've not gone out, yet. I cannot seem to find a good opportunity to ask her out.
taoandcoffee:
Thanks for the positive words. Just because I'm confident that I'm making an excellent move, doesn't mean it doesn't scare me in the least. Besides everything else, it'll mean we can hang out again sometime!
Truth be told, I heard the term "motherfuckery" in something, and I do love inventing words. I wouldn't be surprised if someone else used "clusterfuckery", but it was fun to type, and really fit the situation
Truth be told, I heard the term "motherfuckery" in something, and I do love inventing words. I wouldn't be surprised if someone else used "clusterfuckery", but it was fun to type, and really fit the situation
I haven't heard what Rackula sounds like yet, but I've told my coworker to let me know when she's playing again so I can check them out. And also hear their music
Whoa, look at me monopolozing your last blog here!
EDIT: Google is everyone's friend! http://www.myspace.com/rackulamusic
In case you're curious, my coworker is Alyssa Nicole.