zarina

Things Annoying me at this very moment.

1. My computer:
About 3 weeks ago I was told that it was pretty much dead and to picture it being in ICU living off of life support, hanging on by a thread. I think that thread is about to break. I have $0 and no job to fix that problem.

2. Allergies:
Just once I'd like to wake up being able to breath through my nose. I'd like to go an afternoon without having my sinus' make my brain itch and tingle and make my eyes water. I'd also love to be able to lay in the grass all afternoon without it making my entire body itch and become red and goose bumpy.

3. My Fears of Rejection:
I wish I could just suck it up and call her. Take her out for a nice picnic in High Park and tell her everything that I feel towards her.

4. Not having a Job:
I hate to say it, but I need something more to do with my life right now and I need the money.

5. My lack of Motivation:
I'm tired of laying around the house but at the same time I don't really feel like doing anything or getting dresses for that matter.

xoxo
-Zarina

paper crane count: 80 folded, 910 left to go

Update, not even 5 minutes later. I'm honestly 3 minutes away from picking up my computer and throwing it off of my 12th storey apartment balcony.