Sunday Jan 25, 2004

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I'm so lost right now.
All I want to do is lay in bed and sleep.
I need to eat lots of fruit to make myself feel better.
I let my health slip away.
I let my school work overwhelm me.

I set this weekend aside to do absolutely nothing and let myself relax. It's helped a lot.

I talked to the girl that I had given up on and wanted to walk away from. I hate her because every time I decided enough is enough, she gives me a reason to not give up again.

I want to believe her that things will be different, but I don't think I can.

I'm so lost right now.

xoxo
-Zarina

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fragile21:
I'm lost too. I think some sleep would help, but I have such a hard time falling asleep. It's really aggravating.

I'm sorry that girl is screwing you around like that. I had a gf that used to do that to me. It's really hard to just walk away from them when you care so much. I tried to leave all the time, but in the end she was the one to break up with me. So that was like a slap in the face. If that girl doesn't respect or give you what you need in a relationship then shover her aside. There is definitely someone out there that'll treat you better.
tiamat:
frown frown frown frown kiss kiss kiss i wish i was home to get your message. i am so sorry sweets. i will be home tonight though after 9:30...i have class. we should talk.
xoxo tiamat

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