I had the most perfect day ever today.
I'm really fucking tired right now but I want to immortalize it and put it in atleast one of my journals before I go to sleep and loose the wonderful feelings inside of me.
First off, I had the most fucking vivid dream last night, and was it not also vivid but I was haveing an all girl foursome. fucking hot. Vivid to the point that I was convinced that someone else was in my bed. woke up in the morning on time and fully awake.
had an accomplishing day at school. Got shit done, whatever, stress off my shoulders, ya know?
Got home, and my dearest Nicole from Scratching Post, messages me to tell me some fanstastic news (ps. thanks to everyone who gave good luck thoughts to them on friday) and gave me some of the sweetest compliments and pretty much made me remember why I love this girl so much.
-Went to my school's dance and drama awards show and dinner. I always love going to it, always tons of fun and makes you realize how much you love these kids. Unfortunatly, this was my last year of it. It took everything inside of me not to cry during the OAC skit. I kept my cool though. But then at the end of the show, one of the hosts (a classmate) called up everyone who would not be returning to the school up on stage and our teachers and gave us to thank them and to say whatever. Kept back the tears. Said my bit quivering. Joined the group and I developed sniffles. Got off stage and couldn't stop crying. I'm going to miss everyone so much. I love them all. My friend Zoe who won an award that I could have been nominated for (well tied it with a class mate) the classmate babbles on for awhile how everyone nominated it deserved it. Zoe pipes up and mentions that she felt that I should have won. I love her. Afterwards she told me she was outraged that I wasn't nominated. My teacher told me how proud he was of me this year. I got hugs from everyone. Now I'm about to cry again..
Went to our afterparty and got high with everyone.
I'm just in such a fantastic mood right now.
I love everyone.
xoxo
-A love and happiness filled Zarina
I'm really fucking tired right now but I want to immortalize it and put it in atleast one of my journals before I go to sleep and loose the wonderful feelings inside of me.
First off, I had the most fucking vivid dream last night, and was it not also vivid but I was haveing an all girl foursome. fucking hot. Vivid to the point that I was convinced that someone else was in my bed. woke up in the morning on time and fully awake.
had an accomplishing day at school. Got shit done, whatever, stress off my shoulders, ya know?
Got home, and my dearest Nicole from Scratching Post, messages me to tell me some fanstastic news (ps. thanks to everyone who gave good luck thoughts to them on friday) and gave me some of the sweetest compliments and pretty much made me remember why I love this girl so much.
-Went to my school's dance and drama awards show and dinner. I always love going to it, always tons of fun and makes you realize how much you love these kids. Unfortunatly, this was my last year of it. It took everything inside of me not to cry during the OAC skit. I kept my cool though. But then at the end of the show, one of the hosts (a classmate) called up everyone who would not be returning to the school up on stage and our teachers and gave us to thank them and to say whatever. Kept back the tears. Said my bit quivering. Joined the group and I developed sniffles. Got off stage and couldn't stop crying. I'm going to miss everyone so much. I love them all. My friend Zoe who won an award that I could have been nominated for (well tied it with a class mate) the classmate babbles on for awhile how everyone nominated it deserved it. Zoe pipes up and mentions that she felt that I should have won. I love her. Afterwards she told me she was outraged that I wasn't nominated. My teacher told me how proud he was of me this year. I got hugs from everyone. Now I'm about to cry again..
Went to our afterparty and got high with everyone.
I'm just in such a fantastic mood right now.
I love everyone.
xoxo
-A love and happiness filled Zarina
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Rosie Grier said it's alright to cry, so go ahead. I wish I could see your plays; that would rule the school.
Um, yeah, that's about it, I guess.