Well.....mom is doing okay I guess. The doc says that two toes and part of her foot have to come off. But she doesnt seem to awfully bothered by it. I think she was expecting it for a while in fact.
She is going to hate me when she gets back though. Why? Cuz I refuse to go out and get her any more cigarettes. Im going to tell her that if she wants them she can go get them herself (and that simply isnt going to happen)
I lost the only friend I had in the real world yesterday. Got a particularly nasty message from her BF saying to stay the fuck away. It hurt. ALOT. BUt you know what? There isnt shit I can do other than start more shit and fighting....so Im just going to drop it.
Needless to say...Im going to be even more lonely now than I was before....yay
She is going to hate me when she gets back though. Why? Cuz I refuse to go out and get her any more cigarettes. Im going to tell her that if she wants them she can go get them herself (and that simply isnt going to happen)
I lost the only friend I had in the real world yesterday. Got a particularly nasty message from her BF saying to stay the fuck away. It hurt. ALOT. BUt you know what? There isnt shit I can do other than start more shit and fighting....so Im just going to drop it.
Needless to say...Im going to be even more lonely now than I was before....yay
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I dunno how much help I could be since my site looks the way it does after several hours (probably a good 24 to be exact, not all at once but yeah), a lot of crying an a few things being thrown. haha
...oh, and I lack love too, but a lot of people know how that goes.
That's just the way feelings go sometimes. I've felt mostly fine today. Last night was pretty good for me.
[Edited on Jun 11, 2005 7:58PM]