zanafar

I cant stand this. Im completely alone.....and it is tearing me apart.
I dont even have any friends now to hangout with....Ive simply annoyed them all to the point that they want nothing more to do with me.
Everyone I know just tolerates me.....but no one really wants me around. The people a work with both at 7/11 and Blue Ridge smile at me....but would rather die than spend any actual time with me.

Its all my fault really.....I really am a horrible person. Im greedy and almost demand that anyone and everyone give me all thier attention.

I hate being alone. When Im alone Im left with only myself....and I hate myself more than anything