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zamn

Vancouver, WA (Portland, OR)

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Saturday Jan 10, 2009

Jan 10, 2009
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IN TIME...

Seriously, this has been the hardest transition I have ever gone through in my entire life. And actually that is saying a lot, my paths have been rocky, tragic, and testing in many ways, many shapes and many forms.

The path that lies at my feet now is shakier then any other moment in my life, yet I have to scale it like any other. Two hands up, grab on, pull my weight up, climb over... next obstacle. Rinse. Repeat. There may be no visible path ahead guiding my feet; the goal may be distant, but it has to be obtainable.

Continue walking forward, drop dead weight and baggage you don't need, keep moving on. This is called progress.

This post isn't necessarily intended to inspire or move anyone to comment for support or anything else of the like. Truly as much as it is a public blog, words can be a therapy to the soul, whether written or verbal. It needed to be voiced by me for me, and maybe it helps the many of you out there dealing with your own personal demons; then maybe not.

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I know that you, yes you know who you are, will probably read this as you probably read anything that I post in the many places I post them. This isn't for you to feel that its ok to loosen the ropes of stability and let more fly. That in itself would just be inconsiderate and painful. As much as you think things will breeze by me unnoticed, and as much as I wish they could at times, they don't. Please realize your actions before you take them and keep what can be sacred at this time sacred. There is still a man, a heart, a person you grew to know well and love inside here and I wouldn't be any stronger by refraining from saying that I am still breakable. Cherish that and we can move on to better things... in time.

Time is the key.



JP

VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
classy_:
i kinda of wanna hug attack you until you cant breathe.
Jan 11, 2009
inks:
we need to talk more. zamn + Digi = death to anything
Jan 13, 2009

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