I use to have a major problem with my looks, mainly my body. I've dieted since high school and feel extremely confident and I don't come close to any "model skinny" but to me my body is perfect. I feel like if I lost more weight I would feel weird. Which brings me to my rant of the day. Lovely. The other day and last night, I bought food from the grocery store and brought it home. I like to do this thing where I spread everything I buy all over the table before I put it away. At the time my roommate had a couple of people over and they walked into the kitchen.
Now mind ya'll I had bough apples, bananas, strawberries, rice, ect. just no meat. The guy (we will name his john) asked why I eat so healthy. I just told him because I care about my health. They he said, why do you look so fat then? LMFAO. I didn't even know what to say after that. It didn't make me feel bad I just didn't want to talk to him anymore. The "beauty" standards now days are just crazy. Now this is an oldish photo from about 3 weeks ago but I look the same, minus the random smilie face. I mean, I don't understand why people even try to make me feel bad. I don't like random people raining on my parade so I guess I'll just always carry an umbrella.
Here is a more resent one. Still same size. best friend in the background :)
So with that. Don't let anyone try and bring you down. A trick I use is to be super conceded at times around those kind of people because then nothing they say will bring you down. Have a nice day
