Well as the title suggests I'm having an off day. For those that are following along I use the blog here as more of a journal. I find it helps take some weight off my chest. As stated in my last blog I am happy in terms of my career choices and work in general is enjoyable. Can't help but feel like I'm missing something in life though or more accurate someone. A lot of people look at me and assume I'm some kind of hardass just because I'm a big dude with a beard. Truth is I'm a teddy bear. Lately I've been feeling lonely and as someone who loves to cuddle it sucks not having someone. Being an introvert it makes it hard to meet people and the handful I do all seem to already have an S/O or just not interested. Haven't lost hope that someday I'll meet that special someone just getting tired of waiting for that day.