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It's been a weird couple of weeks. I change my mind 50 times a day about where I want to be in a few months time. I know being here is the best option, it's just hard when the person I most want to be with isn't here with me. Even though we're not together at the moment, things seem to be going well, although...
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Can't believe there's only 8 weeks to go until christmas. Where has the year gone? Never really been a big christmas person, and this year my brother and his family won't be around so it'll be quite weird. First one ever with no family. Thank goodness for great friends.

So confused about alot of things at the moment, especially the sudden change in someone's actions...
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Finally getting a chance to write again.
I've been so rubbish at finding the time to do things like this, to write in my journal, and to take pictures, even just to sit down and read a book. So, now, time to get back to it!

Kind of keeping my fingers and every other crossable part of my body tightly twisted at the moment for...
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Been gone a while again, so much has happened in the past few weeks.
My father passed away suddenly a week after I got back from my holiday. I didn't get to see him when I was there due to family issues, and now there will never be another chance. Him and I weren't close, but were finally reaching a mutual understanding, and it's so...
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I had some bad news yesterday. My brother might have cancer. It's still early days, and there's a chance it's just a benign tumour. But I don't think I've ever been so scared in my life.
He is the person i am closest to, the one who has been there for me through everything, all my little freakouts, all my relationships and break ups, all...
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I decided to take a wander through Greenwich yesterday to take some pictures. Ended up walking through the industrial area, nearly getting run over by a chav on a bicycle and spending way too much time with my own thoughts which is never a good thing.
I feel like i'm just a step away from everything, and yet not able to reach anything. And i...
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I think picnics may actually be my favourite thing at the moment.
As long as you have good people, good food, and a little bit of sun, nothing can go wrong really.
I spent yesterday afternoon chasing after a frisbee like an excited puppy and it was brilliant, made even better by the fact I was actually getting paid for doing it! Have to enjoy...
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There are times when I forget how amazing London is. When i get so wrapped up in work and my own issues that I forget to actually just look around me. It really is one of the coolest places, and as I'm slowly building up my confidence with my camera as well, I'm in the perfect place to do it.

One of my favourite days...
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