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It's been a weird couple of weeks. I change my mind 50 times a day about where I want to be in a few months time. I know being here is the best option, it's just hard when the person I most want to be with isn't here with me. Even though we're not together at the moment, things seem to be going well, although I think that worries me more than if they weren't. I keep waiting for them to go wrong. I always wonder if we would hate each other within about 2 weeks if we were actually in the same place. It hasn't happened in 7 years, so I doubt it, but then we've never spent a prolonged amount of time together either. Anyway, enough rambling about that.

It's coming up to my dad's birthday as well. It's next week and I'm not really sure how I'm going to feel, or if I'll feel anything at all. I keep having these automatic reminders pop up in my head to get him a card, and then the realisation sets in again that there really is no need. Part of me is kind of still waiting for a random phonecall from him as well, but I'm sure that passes in time.

Went to a friends charity gig for halloween, was such an odd night, but alot of fun too. It was in support of the National Society for Epilepsy, and being affected myself by epilepsy, as my mum has it, I was really happy to go and support. He asked me to take pictures of the two bands - Stanley Casino and the Roulettes and Osteopath, both of which consisted of the same members. Songs included Lounge Act versions of Rape Me and Team America as well as a Nu Metal Abba cover. Good times.

My Brother as Death, Terry Pratchett style


Myself, as Brody Dalle


and in an upside down darth vader mask...which looks slightly gimp like


Stanley Casino


Osteopath








Love Dave's Donnie Darko Tattoo


Friday night is another Fangtasia night, can't wait, although again, have no idea what to wear. Think there's a suspension act this time, so that should be good.