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Finally getting a chance to write again.
I've been so rubbish at finding the time to do things like this, to write in my journal, and to take pictures, even just to sit down and read a book. So, now, time to get back to it!

Kind of keeping my fingers and every other crossable part of my body tightly twisted at the moment for something that may happen. If it does, I think i may be one of the happiest people in existence. Can't say too much at the moment as I don't want to jinx it, but there really is nothing I want more right now than for this to happen.

Went down to my brothers a couple of weekends ago, and we went out taking pictures together, which is always good fun. Got some more of my nephews too, who are always good and normally quite willing subjects.





Greg and I also went to a little churchyard just outside of Basingstoke. We actually wanted pics of the harvest, but they hadn't really started yet, so the churchyard it had to be.







Really looking forward to a few things coming up as well. Next week my flatmate and I are going to a new club night, Fangtasia, based on True Blood. Should be great, and the music especially promises to be awesome...no idea what to wear though, redneck or fetish?

Also going to a charity gig for halloween that a friend of mine is putting on, again, have no idea what to wear, but I'm sure it'll sort itself out closer to the time. Talking of gigs, I now have tickets to see Marilyn Manson in December, can't wait!!

Things are finally looking up after the past few months and everything that's happened. I still have the down days, but then who doesn't? Think the hardest bit will probably be my dad's birthday coming up next month, but one day at a time is how I'm doing it at the moment, and as long as I laugh every day, even at something silly, I think i'm doing well.