zain

I had some bad news yesterday. My brother might have cancer. It's still early days, and there's a chance it's just a benign tumour. But I don't think I've ever been so scared in my life.
He is the person i am closest to, the one who has been there for me through everything, all my little freakouts, all my relationships and break ups, all the family troubles. He's never faltered. And I'm trying so hard to be strong for him, becasue he's the one who's always strong for me, but i don't know if i can do it. If anything happened to him I don't know what i, or anyone in the family would do.
His op's on Tuesday and I'll be away when he gets the results which sucks. I just have to hope with everything i have that it's going to be ok.