Delirious realms of sleep etching their way into the world around them. Destiny and fate, Karma and hate, Intriguing how things always work out in the ways in which they do. I swear I have something looking out for me, It seems like people who fuck me over always get their fucking due. Hail Satan! Thats the only thing I can get off the top of my head, when I think of entities that look out for me. Its because of how fucking vindictive they are. Everything always works their way out, People who fuck me over or piss me off most times end up on the wrong side of Karma.
Jobs that fire me end up getting fucked over somehow, people that piss me off loose their homes, their jobs, and their money, I find it quite ridiculous the way things work out. Its as something out there listens to me and totally destroys that lives of those I hate, with an intensity and unyielding power that renders those whom deserve my loathing so far in the hole of misery that I couldnt have done better myself. It all started happening back in Louisiana and since then has come back with me to California to serve its vengeance on those whom deserve it. Every time it makes me laugh, the way these people and places get its wrath is often times more than I ever hoped for.
Michael my old room mate in New Orleans pissed me off something fierce. To my great joy he lost his job, and all of his tattoo equipment the day that he kicked me out of the apartment I was living in, I couldnt have done better if you had asked me too. Animal and Heather, two of the reasons why he kicked me out, got their due too, Animal went to Jail, and Heather got kicked out of his apartment too and ended up with a hit on her head and whoring for drugs. The New Orleans hustler club what shut down (the place that fired me) because of Hurricane Katrina and has yet to reopen. All the people that Pissed me off in New Orleans for one reason or Another had to evacuate and close down their businesses and are now homeless somewhere throughout the greater United states. Its quite a great feeling when I know that these people have got there do!
Then I get a letter in the mail yesterday from an attorney stating that the Pizza company that I used to work at (the one that fired me and treated me like shit) is now being Sued and I get a part of the Proceeds. How I love the turn of events that usually end up hurting the people that have hurt me. I dont know what vindictive spirit or demon or what ever sort of Karma is making the playing field even for me, but god damn I enjoy it. I dont know what kind of pact with the devil I have made or what sort of energy out there has decided to look out for me, but it has to be something like that because the way people who have fucked with me are brought down so completely and totally and so quickly cant be anything diminutive.
Its quite interesting watching the cards that fate dishes out to those that have crossed my path and fucked me over. The way it so completely and totally brings down those negative forces in my life leaves me breathless. It all started happening in New Orleans, this force of vindictive Zagan disgruntlement, and it soon followed me to California, and finished off all business in New Orleans that was left unfinished. It seems like everything gets its due, weather it be by natural forces like hurricanes, or Lawsuits. Never the less its quite strange to me how everything falls in to place and how my desire to get even with people, places and things always seems to happen in the most unexpected ways.
I would say that its all by chance that these things have happened but when analyzing it, it is often quite awkward that they do happen and with such breathless efficiency that it truly does leave me wondering a bit. I find it quite interesting that the city that almost ruined me, New Orleans, way almost ruined itself by the Hurricane. I held so much animosity and hate for that city, Not the buildings, or the beautiful scenery, but the turn of events and the heartless people that inhabited it. I truly can say that my mind has been eased and that my wish to get even has been satisfied, what better way to see a place ruined that almost ruined me than by a hurricane. Its not like I would have wished the hurricane upon them, but I cant say that I feel any sorrow for the city, I feel sorrow for the many blameless people that had to get through the mess of having the city destroyed, but I do get a feeling of peace that those left there whom I do feel animosity towards and the city itself have gotten what they needed. Yeah its kind of sick way to think, but I have to admit I do feel that way.
Its strangely satisfying the way that things work out, if not almost utterly unexplainable. I would say that it is merely a chance turn of events, and much of it probably is, but there are many things about them that I cannot explain. If it does happen to be a chance turn of events than I am utterly satisfied at the way they tend to always work out in order to ease my mind. However to much coincidences surround many of them, the way my Room mate lost his job 3 days after he kicked me out, how he is now homeless himself, how somebody took all of his cash and left him by the side of the road stranded, and how his boss took all of his tattoo equipment and ran away to Alabama. How people like Heather and Animal often times end up in situations like Jail, or with hits on their heads. The fact that the pizza company that I loathed so much is now being sued by former employees and how I get a part of the proceed and How I did nothing to incite these actions. It leaves much to be curious about. Maybe Im being unrealistic and stupidly superstitious, but I feel there is something out there I should give my thanks to and to tell it to keep up the good work because I am pleased with these outcomes no matter how heartless I sound and hope it continues to work on my side. Weather it be some hidden karma like thing, or some demonic entity that has decided it would be fun to ruin my enemies I dont know, but there are too many coincidences for me to say that these turn of events were just chance and circumstance.
Jobs that fire me end up getting fucked over somehow, people that piss me off loose their homes, their jobs, and their money, I find it quite ridiculous the way things work out. Its as something out there listens to me and totally destroys that lives of those I hate, with an intensity and unyielding power that renders those whom deserve my loathing so far in the hole of misery that I couldnt have done better myself. It all started happening back in Louisiana and since then has come back with me to California to serve its vengeance on those whom deserve it. Every time it makes me laugh, the way these people and places get its wrath is often times more than I ever hoped for.
Michael my old room mate in New Orleans pissed me off something fierce. To my great joy he lost his job, and all of his tattoo equipment the day that he kicked me out of the apartment I was living in, I couldnt have done better if you had asked me too. Animal and Heather, two of the reasons why he kicked me out, got their due too, Animal went to Jail, and Heather got kicked out of his apartment too and ended up with a hit on her head and whoring for drugs. The New Orleans hustler club what shut down (the place that fired me) because of Hurricane Katrina and has yet to reopen. All the people that Pissed me off in New Orleans for one reason or Another had to evacuate and close down their businesses and are now homeless somewhere throughout the greater United states. Its quite a great feeling when I know that these people have got there do!
Then I get a letter in the mail yesterday from an attorney stating that the Pizza company that I used to work at (the one that fired me and treated me like shit) is now being Sued and I get a part of the Proceeds. How I love the turn of events that usually end up hurting the people that have hurt me. I dont know what vindictive spirit or demon or what ever sort of Karma is making the playing field even for me, but god damn I enjoy it. I dont know what kind of pact with the devil I have made or what sort of energy out there has decided to look out for me, but it has to be something like that because the way people who have fucked with me are brought down so completely and totally and so quickly cant be anything diminutive.
Its quite interesting watching the cards that fate dishes out to those that have crossed my path and fucked me over. The way it so completely and totally brings down those negative forces in my life leaves me breathless. It all started happening in New Orleans, this force of vindictive Zagan disgruntlement, and it soon followed me to California, and finished off all business in New Orleans that was left unfinished. It seems like everything gets its due, weather it be by natural forces like hurricanes, or Lawsuits. Never the less its quite strange to me how everything falls in to place and how my desire to get even with people, places and things always seems to happen in the most unexpected ways.
I would say that its all by chance that these things have happened but when analyzing it, it is often quite awkward that they do happen and with such breathless efficiency that it truly does leave me wondering a bit. I find it quite interesting that the city that almost ruined me, New Orleans, way almost ruined itself by the Hurricane. I held so much animosity and hate for that city, Not the buildings, or the beautiful scenery, but the turn of events and the heartless people that inhabited it. I truly can say that my mind has been eased and that my wish to get even has been satisfied, what better way to see a place ruined that almost ruined me than by a hurricane. Its not like I would have wished the hurricane upon them, but I cant say that I feel any sorrow for the city, I feel sorrow for the many blameless people that had to get through the mess of having the city destroyed, but I do get a feeling of peace that those left there whom I do feel animosity towards and the city itself have gotten what they needed. Yeah its kind of sick way to think, but I have to admit I do feel that way.
Its strangely satisfying the way that things work out, if not almost utterly unexplainable. I would say that it is merely a chance turn of events, and much of it probably is, but there are many things about them that I cannot explain. If it does happen to be a chance turn of events than I am utterly satisfied at the way they tend to always work out in order to ease my mind. However to much coincidences surround many of them, the way my Room mate lost his job 3 days after he kicked me out, how he is now homeless himself, how somebody took all of his cash and left him by the side of the road stranded, and how his boss took all of his tattoo equipment and ran away to Alabama. How people like Heather and Animal often times end up in situations like Jail, or with hits on their heads. The fact that the pizza company that I loathed so much is now being sued by former employees and how I get a part of the proceed and How I did nothing to incite these actions. It leaves much to be curious about. Maybe Im being unrealistic and stupidly superstitious, but I feel there is something out there I should give my thanks to and to tell it to keep up the good work because I am pleased with these outcomes no matter how heartless I sound and hope it continues to work on my side. Weather it be some hidden karma like thing, or some demonic entity that has decided it would be fun to ruin my enemies I dont know, but there are too many coincidences for me to say that these turn of events were just chance and circumstance.
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nick667:
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zanafar:
Where have you been lately cutie? 