Self Destruction
Everything is coming apart at the seams
My world crumbling around me
I can't remember what it was to have dreams
There is no one here left to see
Because I manage to push them all away
It wasn't supposed to happen this way
Yet I am still standing right here
Standing amongst the ruins of my reality
While the rubble came down it all became clear
Through the dust and the dirt I could see
From all the broken memories that surround
There was only one fault that I found
Now I know
When there's no one left to blame
Now I know
I'm the only one here to blame
As my life is falling apart
All I am left to fell is pain
And self disgust deep in my heart
I'm left here standing in the rain
At the base of this faulty construction
Surrounded by my own destruction
No longer able to point fingers
For the culprit is reflected back at me
And all the self hatred still lingers
From all those things I never wanted to see
But now everything is clear
As I look at my self in the mirror
Now I know
When there is no one left to blame
Now I know
Im the only one here to blame
As the walls of my life came down on me
And everything I ever knew fell away
That I am the only cause for this catastrophe
There are no excuses left for me to say
And finally I can see what is true
As my world fell down on me I knew
Now I know
When there's no one left to blame
Now I know
Im the only one here to blame
Everything is coming apart at the seams
My world crumbling around me
I can't remember what it was to have dreams
There is no one here left to see
Because I manage to push them all away
It wasn't supposed to happen this way
Yet I am still standing right here
Standing amongst the ruins of my reality
While the rubble came down it all became clear
Through the dust and the dirt I could see
From all the broken memories that surround
There was only one fault that I found
Now I know
When there's no one left to blame
Now I know
I'm the only one here to blame
As my life is falling apart
All I am left to fell is pain
And self disgust deep in my heart
I'm left here standing in the rain
At the base of this faulty construction
Surrounded by my own destruction
No longer able to point fingers
For the culprit is reflected back at me
And all the self hatred still lingers
From all those things I never wanted to see
But now everything is clear
As I look at my self in the mirror
Now I know
When there is no one left to blame
Now I know
Im the only one here to blame
As the walls of my life came down on me
And everything I ever knew fell away
That I am the only cause for this catastrophe
There are no excuses left for me to say
And finally I can see what is true
As my world fell down on me I knew
Now I know
When there's no one left to blame
Now I know
Im the only one here to blame
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