I apologize for not updating sooner, its been a busy few weeks. I am preparing to go back to school in the fall and have a lot of confusing paper work to fill out. Plus I have started a meditation and exercise program, and that takes up a lot of my time... but it is working, I have lost a lot of weight, and that...
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honsolo:
hug always here
pinkfuckermeow:
Self Destruction
Everything is coming apart at the seams
My world crumbling around me
I can't remember what it was to have dreams
There is no one here left to see
Because I manage to push them all away
It wasn't supposed to happen this way
Yet I am still standing right here
Standing amongst the ruins of my reality
While the rubble came down...
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Everything is coming apart at the seams
My world crumbling around me
I can't remember what it was to have dreams
There is no one here left to see
Because I manage to push them all away
It wasn't supposed to happen this way
Yet I am still standing right here
Standing amongst the ruins of my reality
While the rubble came down...
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averagebadfriend:
Awsome,awsome! 
I'm happy that we are friends now .Please write to me often as that would be cool
Awsome,awsome! I'm happy that we are friends now .Please write to me often as that would be cool 
luka_____:
I love your pics !
I like Edmonton, and I like Canada, the people here are quite polite, and although many of them are quite full of gossip, they at least pretend to mind their own business. It is different from America in this way, Americans won't hide the fact that they think either less of you, or have judged you undesirable. In Edmonton, people will be as sweet as...
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heinleindourden:
Hello! I didn't realize you'd moved already, just wanted to say hi.
I know what you mean about california being different from edmonton.
I think that area, and this area is vastly different culturally. (I lived and fell in love there)
P.S There are Asians in this area. see photo.
P.p.s: Did you know that people don't use the word disgruntled in it's positive form?
As in I'm feeling pretty gruntled right now
I know what you mean about california being different from edmonton.
I think that area, and this area is vastly different culturally. (I lived and fell in love there)
P.S There are Asians in this area. see photo.
P.p.s: Did you know that people don't use the word disgruntled in it's positive form?
As in I'm feeling pretty gruntled right now
blayde:
Hey,
Happy new year....
x
Happy new year....
x
The Oddities of Missy
I am alone this morning, my mother, who is almost always my constant companion, is gone, off to California for the divorce hearing. She left me here, in this big empty house, to watch over everything and to take care of my Missy. Actually with Missy here, I am not so alone, the poor thing doesn't leave my shadow for even...
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I am alone this morning, my mother, who is almost always my constant companion, is gone, off to California for the divorce hearing. She left me here, in this big empty house, to watch over everything and to take care of my Missy. Actually with Missy here, I am not so alone, the poor thing doesn't leave my shadow for even...
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blayde:
Wow, you have snow! We had some in the UK a few weeks back, and it caused complete chaos.
Ahh, missy's cute!
x
Ahh, missy's cute!
x
honsolo:
well i think that you an i would get along astrologlicy
but i think i more than enjoy your rambeling. i enjoy reading them quite a bit, but i know all about being kind of lonerish i uesd to be like that too when i was yonger but its always nice to know that there are people out there that give a little fuck about you even if they are starbge men from far away
but i think i more than enjoy your rambeling. i enjoy reading them quite a bit, but i know all about being kind of lonerish i uesd to be like that too when i was yonger
but its always nice to know that there are people out there that give a little fuck about you even if they are starbge men from far away I like art, and whenever I run across a picture I fancy, I save it on my computer. I have got quite a few of them, and dicided that since I have them I might as well share some. So this post is going to consist of Artwork that I have come across in the Fantasy genere. I have a list of the artists name's...
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mezra:
i did enjoy thanks
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Family get together torture....
The haze of sleep filled dreams still touches the outer reaches of my consciousness. Yet although I try to grasp their meaning they pull farther away from my reaching mind into the cavernous cavities of thought. Gone they are from me, like so many thoughts, and so many memories. Hidden from my reaches behind walls I am not able to penetrate....
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The haze of sleep filled dreams still touches the outer reaches of my consciousness. Yet although I try to grasp their meaning they pull farther away from my reaching mind into the cavernous cavities of thought. Gone they are from me, like so many thoughts, and so many memories. Hidden from my reaches behind walls I am not able to penetrate....
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blayde:
hEY,
I'm back, have you got over that sinus infection yet...?
xx
I'm back, have you got over that sinus infection yet...?
xx
Everything outside is painted in white crystals, gleaming in the sun, threatening to take your eyesight with the brightness of it all. Slowly am I getting used to the cold strangeness that is snow and Canadian winter. Every place that I have lived has brought winter to its shores in a different way. Sacramento, New Orleans, Lafayette, Canada, each has winters so different in accord...
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Sometimes I wonder why people find it so darn hard just to be NICE to one another. I have always tried to be a nice person, and try very hard not to pass judgment on those whom I know nothing about. One would think that in this life of ours with all of the hardships that one could possibly come across that we couldn't just...
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Zagan Self-Help tactics
To tell you the truth, I am young yet; there are indeed many things out there than I know nothing about, many things, which I do not yet fully comprehend. My experiences are limited, many of which different from that of what falls within the realm of normalcy, but limited nonetheless. I am still learning new things everyday, and probably these revelations...
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To tell you the truth, I am young yet; there are indeed many things out there than I know nothing about, many things, which I do not yet fully comprehend. My experiences are limited, many of which different from that of what falls within the realm of normalcy, but limited nonetheless. I am still learning new things everyday, and probably these revelations...
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thepsychicbunny:
Yeah you're spot on about Holland.
I go there every year to meet with my friend and it really is the most unjudgmental place I've ever been.
I find it hard to understand why there is so much prejadice in countries where diversity is so ripe.
I go there every year to meet with my friend and it really is the most unjudgmental place I've ever been.
I find it hard to understand why there is so much prejadice in countries where diversity is so ripe.
Today I find myself lost within the winding caverns of my mind, loosing track of the world of reality and wandering aimlessly through futile thoughts. I think I read too much, but it is one of my endless addictions, and probably my most favored escape from the world around me. I can read a 400 page novel in under five hours, not speed reading, and...
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zanafar:
The insanity which was my school life still unsettles me quite a bit. I really wish I could have just home schooled......maybe I wouldnt be so fucked in the head as I am now 
I do greatly agree with using books as a way out. I do it all the time too....though my exit of choice is normally movies or games.
Sometimes everyone just needs to get out of thier lives I guess.....to kinda jump in the body of someone else and do something cool or great or sexy or whatever
Canada is sounding better and better every time you talk about it. And the simple fact that your there makes it a place Id like to visit anyway
m (only in the summer though.....a West virginia winter is too much for me.....a Canadian winter would likely kill me 
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Thank you for the comments you have left me lately They have made me smile a good bit
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I do greatly agree with using books as a way out. I do it all the time too....though my exit of choice is normally movies or games.
Sometimes everyone just needs to get out of thier lives I guess.....to kinda jump in the body of someone else and do something cool or great or sexy or whatever
Canada is sounding better and better every time you talk about it. And the simple fact that your there makes it a place Id like to visit anyway
m (only in the summer though.....a West virginia winter is too much for me.....a Canadian winter would likely kill me )
Thank you for the comments you have left me lately
They have made me smile a good bit [Edited on Nov 25, 2005 1:59AM]
thepsychicbunny:
Yeah England is very much the same as America when it comes to the judgmental nature of strangers in the street. Having never visted America I can't compare on personal experience but from the experience of others it would seem I'm not to far from the the truth.
I have been to Cananda though. I think it's lovely.
I have been to Cananda though. I think it's lovely.