The M theory in its most basic form presents that we live in a membrane known as the Universe and it is only one of infinite membranes or parallel universes existing in a large Multiverse. Part of the M theory is that our universe can be described merely as a bubble in the ocean existing alongside other bubbles in the ocean each with its own...
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paleenchantress:
you like good music and i like your profile picture..pretty ! 
zanafar:
Soon, Ive heard we will be getting ready to make our grand escape. The house in Canada is nearing its finish, so we are awaiting the thirty day phone call. Then it will be back on the road with George and Paris in tow. They are our movers and some of the finest people I have met, neither of which mind my appearance nor my...
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zanafar:
Well.....good luck to you....be sure that when you leave you leave an entry to let us know so we wont worry 
Sooooooo.........your mom wants a companion for her gorgeous daughter to travel the world
*thinks about it for .000000052 seconds*
Okay....I volenteer
Do me a favor though. Before you go on your next adventure, get a few addresses of people around the world you can stay with just in case you need. You already got one in WV if you need it
Sooooooo.........your mom wants a companion for her gorgeous daughter to travel the world
*thinks about it for .000000052 seconds*
Okay....I volenteer
Do me a favor though. Before you go on your next adventure, get a few addresses of people around the world you can stay with just in case you need. You already got one in WV if you need it
In a bookstore on Saturday, there was this lady talking rather loudly how America is a Christian nation, and that the Atheists are making the country go to hell in a hand basket. She was saying that the framers of the constitution wanted this nation to be Christian, and that if people only read the bible that they would know that being gay was a...
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zanafar:
I truely believe that christianity will end up destroying the world in one way or another. Im still thinking that it will be largely due to Bush 
Im sorry you have to deal with that...I really am. It actually shocks me a bit....Cali actually seems much worse than West Virgina!
Anyway....you know, Id love to chat with you sometime....got MSN or Yahoo?
Im sorry you have to deal with that...I really am. It actually shocks me a bit....Cali actually seems much worse than West Virgina!
Anyway....you know, Id love to chat with you sometime....got MSN or Yahoo?
I look out into an Alien sky and wonder if somewhere out there on some burned out galaxy somewhere, another being is looking back at me. I am quite fascinating by the ever expanding universe wondering if on Some lonely world out there, my presence might be welcomed. I wish to leave the boundaries of earth and time behind and travel to distant stars and...
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zanafar:
I understand all of this. Totally. Because its something I think about quite often myself. In a way...I do believe in heaven and hell.....but only as maybe parallel dimesions or differnt planes of exsistance. but the idea that our actions will get us to one or the other is just as ridculuos to me as you.
Im more of a fantasy fan....you dream about traveling the galaxy in a ship, I want to be in a world with dragons and magic. But its all pretty much the same thing....we are tired of THIS place. Sooooooooooo.......if ever you are whisked away, make a pitstop and pick me up will you?
Im more of a fantasy fan....you dream about traveling the galaxy in a ship, I want to be in a world with dragons and magic. But its all pretty much the same thing....we are tired of THIS place. Sooooooooooo.......if ever you are whisked away, make a pitstop and pick me up will you?
zanafar:
Oh....and thank you for the comment
But you might be the first person EVER to call me strong
But you might be the first person EVER to call me strong
This country, America, wallows in the filth of the rich and walks on the downtrodden backs of the poor. They hate me, and I well know this, very few will even look me in the eye, their fear is a tangible thing. I push my beliefs in the face of the public, merely by waking down the street, my differences are well on the outside...
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zanafar:
Okay...first off I got to ask....have you ever considered writing professionally?!? Your entrys are always very detailed and insightful....maybe you can write a colomn for some paper some where for a lil extra cash....or even better, put all your journals together and maybe get it all published
I envy you a good bit. Id love to travel like that. But for me its always more about who Im with than where I am...so Id be lonely. But Im lonely anyway....and lonely in a new place is better than the same old one I suppose.
I hope you realize that during your life as a pirate there is a place in WV you can drop anchor if you ever need
I envy you a good bit. Id love to travel like that. But for me its always more about who Im with than where I am...so Id be lonely. But Im lonely anyway....and lonely in a new place is better than the same old one I suppose.
I hope you realize that during your life as a pirate there is a place in WV you can drop anchor if you ever need
Lost in a sea of dreams, yet I cant remember what they were my mind tries to grasp at the images but as soon as they appear they flit away beyond the horizon of my consciousness. Sated from my long sleep and a tummy full of the delicious beverage called coffee. I have cut down on the sleeping pills, tying to pull myself off the...
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blayde:
Yeah, i did try to give up alcohol,but i failed. And i used to get away wiht drinking underage too (no idea why, I look too young still anyway!!!) Do you have any pics of the french quarter you can post online???
jeslyn_james:
sorry to go way off your topic of the journal. i just wanted to say hi because you're the only other person i've ever encountered who was wolf crazy like me. with the pictures/figures etc. thumbs up my dear.
I am sick of the subculture arena, the turns that I see it taking are no longer what I use to describe myself nor do I wish to be affiliated with the dense, plastic, and skin deep philosophies of those who commit themselves to that way of life. The people that I increasingly find within the sub cultural world are quite fake and no longer...
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zanafar:
I for one never understood why some people feel the need to place themselves into groups like "punk" and "goth" anyway. If you like something you do it....but to adobt a way of life so fully just erases your self image and seems to me to be rather foolish.
I for one would love to see people break out from the steriotypical social groups. Id love to see a country boy in a cowboy hat but with a face full of piercings. Anything as long as its what they want to wear or act like and not just an attempt to fit in
I never understood Mansons cult following either. His music is okay. I like some songs....but not as many as the ones of his I dont like.
I for one would love to see people break out from the steriotypical social groups. Id love to see a country boy in a cowboy hat but with a face full of piercings. Anything as long as its what they want to wear or act like and not just an attempt to fit in
I never understood Mansons cult following either. His music is okay. I like some songs....but not as many as the ones of his I dont like.
Loneliness ever haunting the recesses of my mind taunting me as the old friend it is. I find myself most often enough alone, my family the majority of the time is the most interaction I get with the outside world. The extent of my expeditions to the outside world are the cigarette breaks that frequent my daily routine less habits. Yes I do enjoy tormenting...
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zanafar:
"People like me are a dime a dozen"
Bullshit. Your a good friend and that by itself is a rare thing
I understand too well about being lonely. Do you have Yahoo or MSN? CUz I for one would love to chat with you. In fact....if you ever really want to talk (and you have free long distance cuz I unfortantly do not) I'll give you my number and you can call me
Your just in a slump is all.....its understandable how everthing that is happening to you would depress you. It would depress anyone. But you'll get through it then be stronger because of it
Bullshit. Your a good friend and that by itself is a rare thing
I understand too well about being lonely. Do you have Yahoo or MSN? CUz I for one would love to chat with you. In fact....if you ever really want to talk (and you have free long distance cuz I unfortantly do not) I'll give you my number and you can call me
Your just in a slump is all.....its understandable how everthing that is happening to you would depress you. It would depress anyone. But you'll get through it then be stronger because of it
blayde:
Hey, I hope your ok?? I know the feeling about the drugs, I've just came off combined AD's and sleeping pills (Mirtazaphine / Zispin - it wasn't too strong but it did the job) and now, i'm a creature of the night again, and I don't sleep, pretty much ever. I feel shit!
I don't know this site will help, and I haven't used it in a few years but if you wanted to rant, and possibly meet others similar you could try nshn there's nearly always some people online, and its good to get it out.
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I don't know this site will help, and I haven't used it in a few years but if you wanted to rant, and possibly meet others similar you could try nshn there's nearly always some people online, and its good to get it out.
x
Contradictions... like a poke in the brain.
We assume to know many things, but in the end truly we really know nothing. I take part in this flaw of humanity myself, like any young adult would, yet in my lifetime I know that I will learn more, and change my assumptions on what I know frequently throughout the course of it. In the end I...
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We assume to know many things, but in the end truly we really know nothing. I take part in this flaw of humanity myself, like any young adult would, yet in my lifetime I know that I will learn more, and change my assumptions on what I know frequently throughout the course of it. In the end I...
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zanafar:
The only true wisdom in the world is knowing that you in fact know nothing.
Somethings we will never know. Not in this life anyway. But its still fun to guess on how things are My personal opinion.....I think every REAL religion (As in the ones that were NOT created just to controll people ) has a small piece of the whole picture that they have based the entire religion on. Like...say....Buddism s piece might be reincarnation. So if somehow you can sort out what piece is the ral thing that started each religion...then you can see how things really are
Somethings we will never know. Not in this life anyway. But its still fun to guess on how things are
My personal opinion.....I think every REAL religion (As in the ones that were NOT created just to controll people ) has a small piece of the whole picture that they have based the entire religion on. Like...say....Buddism s piece might be reincarnation. So if somehow you can sort out what piece is the ral thing that started each religion...then you can see how things really are Sess pool of Observations
Mental dysfunction, what I have been coping with for the past 8 months, is finally getting somewhere. I still see things that shouldnt be there, however, they are starting not to bother me so much anymore. The moving walls, the shadows that flit back and forth through my vision field, I am beginning to make peace with. However where shall I...
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Mental dysfunction, what I have been coping with for the past 8 months, is finally getting somewhere. I still see things that shouldnt be there, however, they are starting not to bother me so much anymore. The moving walls, the shadows that flit back and forth through my vision field, I am beginning to make peace with. However where shall I...
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blayde:
Sounds like an interesting day. I agree with the whole people & society thing. Although, there are some kids thatjust stare at my hair til their parents drag them away (more so when it was bright pink), and the occasional kid who would go "mum, look at that" the parents always got hideously embarrassed! 
Its because of Poppy Z Brite hat I am in love with the French quarter, and I want to visit there one day.
Its because of Poppy Z Brite hat I am in love with the French quarter, and I want to visit there one day.
revolutionartist:
THOSE are GREAT!!!! I almost fell off my seat reading those. Thanks for that.
I hate being awake... The hours toll by until my head is pounding and everything turns into a white noise. New Orleans, the city I grew to love, is now drowning, I expected as much but I didn't think it would happen so soon. However what consciousness it does have saved the french quarter from being drowned, a consciousness one wouldn't understand until one has...
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blayde:
I never even knew there was a hurricane in New Orleans til I got back off my hols, I was surprised that the gov did nothing until it was way too late. But then, no, i don't think I am that surprised.
I would love to visit the French Quarter one day, i've read so many books about it, and now, whenever I want to get away, I think of being there.
I know a few religious people, and I have never known greater hypocrites. Love thy neighbour and all that, there nothing like that.
I would love to visit the French Quarter one day, i've read so many books about it, and now, whenever I want to get away, I think of being there.
I know a few religious people, and I have never known greater hypocrites. Love thy neighbour and all that, there nothing like that.
blayde:
Hey, and i've also just noticed Poppy Z Brite is on your fave books list. i've just worked my way through them for the second time, and I just can't put them down.