Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

zaftigg

Rochester, NY

Hopeful Since 2002

Followers 370 Following 216

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Sunday Feb 05, 2006

Feb 5, 2006
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
A photoset tomorrow night... if all goes well... I'll be doing something very against my usual grain....

going to the gym makes me happy. sitting in the steam room is my reward. walking around in the buff is a growth, in my book.

I can sometimes see myself on the outside. I am hard and prickely. A man stared at me today on Public Transporation. He moved his body to watch me walk by. I think it was in wonder more than disgust or lust. I still glared back at him for breaking the rules of public transport that I have agreed to.

But then a little girl waved at me as she walked off the train. I really dug that. Made me smile for at least three stops.

I need to surround myself with those positive influences in my life that make me forget the petty bullshit. Those driven bastards who are looking for the same life I am.

I would like more than anything to tell the truth. But confrontation frightens me.

Hope all is well. I need to start meditating again. and find a jewelry repair place that will restring my raptor claw.

cl0ck

Alright, on another note... ummm, how did I just find out that there is a film on Bettie Page coming out April 14th? I'm more gripped for disappointment than anything else... I wonder how in depth they will get into her late life reclusion and the incidents of questionable sanity in her later years, such as attempting to kill a fellow senior roommate... And Gretchen Mol has yet to win me over...
muggan_music:
positive influences are great. like lil' water fountains, wonka candy, and fly swatters.
but, don't forget the petty bullshit. dress it up in real fur and invite it for tea and cigars.
Feb 6, 2006

More Blogs

  • 12.20.10
    5

    Monday Dec 20, 2010

    Read More
  • 11.15.10
    1

    Tuesday Nov 16, 2010

    Read More
  • 10.27.10
    3

    Wednesday Oct 27, 2010

    Read More
  • 10.24.10
    1

    Sunday Oct 24, 2010

    Everything about Tim Curry arouses me. And Halloween just ups the an…
  • 10.12.10
    1

    Tuesday Oct 12, 2010

    Read More
  • 10.07.10
    3

    Thursday Oct 07, 2010

    Read More
  • 03.19.10
    3

    Saturday Mar 20, 2010

    Read More
  • 01.28.10
    4

    Friday Jan 29, 2010

    Read More
  • 11.15.09
    2

    Monday Nov 16, 2009

    Read More
  • 10.16.09
    1

    Friday Oct 16, 2009

    Read More

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
10
months
8
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,598 SuicideGirls
  • 1,116,465 followers
  • 14,938,177 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,438,131 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo