The dermatologist touched me all over today. It was thrilling, in a paternal kind of way. I'm growing to like situations where it's socially accepted for strangers to touch me... Doctors appts... rush hour el commutes... hrmm, what else is there?
Whateves. work sucks. this bout of depression isn't about to let up any time soon, methinks, BUT....
meeting with Carlos tomorrow to discuss preproduction...
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Whateves. work sucks. this bout of depression isn't about to let up any time soon, methinks, BUT....
meeting with Carlos tomorrow to discuss preproduction...
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I have this idea for a film that I'd like to see made, but I don't want to make it myself. I'd like to see someone else's vision breathe life into it. About a guy who loves this girl, right? He's loved her all his life. But she doesn't love him back. In fact he disgusts her.
But there's more. He has this rare skin...
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But there's more. He has this rare skin...
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How do you feel about Zalman King?
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bluvelvet:
just given his list of credits, i just assume there was some duchovny ass involved. maybe you should review your extensive red shoe library. 
trocc:
you should consider going, broke or not... it's Tuesday the 28th at the Abbey Pub, Dalek is opening - and i'm looking for somebody to go with! 
A photoset tomorrow night... if all goes well... I'll be doing something very against my usual grain....
going to the gym makes me happy. sitting in the steam room is my reward. walking around in the buff is a growth, in my book.
I can sometimes see myself on the outside. I am hard and prickely. A man stared at me today on Public Transporation....
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going to the gym makes me happy. sitting in the steam room is my reward. walking around in the buff is a growth, in my book.
I can sometimes see myself on the outside. I am hard and prickely. A man stared at me today on Public Transporation....
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muggan_music:
positive influences are great. like lil' water fountains, wonka candy, and fly swatters.
but, don't forget the petty bullshit. dress it up in real fur and invite it for tea and cigars.
but, don't forget the petty bullshit. dress it up in real fur and invite it for tea and cigars.
new pictures of my nephews have arrived.
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girl303:
love the new pix...soooo cute!! 
how funny that one guy has hair and the other does not...Adorable. 
how funny that one guy has hair and the other does not...Adorable.
bluvelvet:
little kids with old guy names kick ass!! the sweaters make them look like bears.
protect me from what I want
-jenny holzer
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-jenny holzer
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bluvelvet:
amen to that....
muggan_music:
protect you from POP TARTS?
So I have no concept of other people while in the throes of orgasm, as I once did in the cautious days of adolesence.
A friend of a roommate who was sleeping over in our living room which is separated from my room by some french doors and a curtain certainly heard me, as confirmed by my roommate.
Meh. I thought I would be embarrased,...
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A friend of a roommate who was sleeping over in our living room which is separated from my room by some french doors and a curtain certainly heard me, as confirmed by my roommate.
Meh. I thought I would be embarrased,...
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bluvelvet:
last night was great times. i believe we won. cause i didn't repeat that enough last night in my drunken stupor. 
your mix is coming up next.....
your mix is coming up next.....
oxalis:
Good to see you as well.
Next time, we will have a real convo.
Next time, we will have a real convo.
Finally saw Haneke's Cach last night at the Music Box. So fuckin glad I had the theatre experience for that film...
Joe is going to cowrite a film I will direct this summer.
I made breakfast for my roommate and a friend who slept over last night. I like pretending I'm creative in the kitchen... pinch of brown sugar in ze homefries to kick up...
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Joe is going to cowrite a film I will direct this summer.
I made breakfast for my roommate and a friend who slept over last night. I like pretending I'm creative in the kitchen... pinch of brown sugar in ze homefries to kick up...
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baise:
Tom Cruise is weird looking, and his "spawn" with Katie Holmes is destined to be the anti-Christ.
I have a birthday party to go to the night of the CD Exchange, but I'll be stopping by if I'm finished early enough. It'd be nice to see you again...since I've kinda dropped off the face of the planet lately. And I can't wait to see the finished film.
I hope you're doing well.
I have a birthday party to go to the night of the CD Exchange, but I'll be stopping by if I'm finished early enough. It'd be nice to see you again...since I've kinda dropped off the face of the planet lately. And I can't wait to see the finished film.
I hope you're doing well.
thurmis:
yes, a very big recommendation. check out their album "avante hard" or "plug me in" 2 good albums from one good band.
i'll probably have a song by them on my mix CD.
i'll probably have a song by them on my mix CD.
Monday school starts. Dig.
Shama, mah roommate, will be accompanying me to ze SG shindig on Saturday, to help me get through this crippling social anxiety. I'm enjoying some time at the gym. Enjoying my time at work. Confused about boys, but gung ho to get the preproduction for a huge project I want to shoot this summer underway.
First goal? Pump out a god...
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Shama, mah roommate, will be accompanying me to ze SG shindig on Saturday, to help me get through this crippling social anxiety. I'm enjoying some time at the gym. Enjoying my time at work. Confused about boys, but gung ho to get the preproduction for a huge project I want to shoot this summer underway.
First goal? Pump out a god...
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anthonycasanova:
im not too thrilled about school starting either
my roommate has become immune to the sound of his alarm clock, so whenever it goes off he just sleeps right through it... and it wakes me up, so now i just unplug it and go back to sleep.
he should just buy a new one, a sound hes not used to
my roommate has become immune to the sound of his alarm clock, so whenever it goes off he just sleeps right through it... and it wakes me up, so now i just unplug it and go back to sleep.
he should just buy a new one, a sound hes not used to
receiving inheritance from living relatives is always a mixed joy.
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I wish I knew how to quit you. Richard Prieto. Kudos to you and your cinematic magic. Ang Lee really knows how to bring landscapes in to be very evocative extensions of characters. Case in point: Sense and Sensibility, Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, and well.. I haven't seen the Hulk. We're all allowed a...
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I wish I knew how to quit you. Richard Prieto. Kudos to you and your cinematic magic. Ang Lee really knows how to bring landscapes in to be very evocative extensions of characters. Case in point: Sense and Sensibility, Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon, and well.. I haven't seen the Hulk. We're all allowed a...
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damn this addictive iSight. Damn it to hell!
but here's to cybersex.
cl0ck
but here's to cybersex.
cl0ck
le stomach is acting up again. I'm supposed to be on fuckin set right now! grrrr.
something's got to give.
cl0ck
something's got to give.
cl0ck
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bluvelvet:
be careful saying something's gotta give when your stomach is acting up.
you never know what may give!
you never know what may give!
muggan_music:
Idjiit took this of me saturday night at the pancake party. though, its french toast.
xo
xo
i know what you are talkin about with the whole depression thing. i've had it goin on since before christmas and I can't shake it. I've become totally antisocial and everything, it's frustrating. but whatever, it will go away with time, as long as I don't have anymore nights like last night i should wind up 'normal' once again.
good luck with the new project.