zafrina

Not only is my pup really ill but my bf last night decided he wasn't sure about us... he doesn't know what he wants...

...really? than why did you get back together with me if you were just going to break my heart in a few months anyways? I would have rather not felt this again and just delt with it all at once. I hate him for doing this to me again. I don't understand why.... I keep asking why.... there is no answer to why. I want to ask what I did but I can't let myself think that its me. I've been a good gf. I really have. I am not perfect but I've been really good.

We... I mean I... get the xrays back for Clover today. She up crying all morning and spitting up water and stomach acid. She still won't eat the rice I cooked her. I feel like I am loosing everything all at once. I don't care if I am wallowing right now, I am going to at the moment.