zafrina

So apperently one can get so stressed out that there body just decides to shut down. Cuz thats what mine is doing. I was driving home yesterday and had to pull over and throw up on the side of the freeway, oh so beautiful I know. I cant get out of bed for very long before my body starts aching so bad I burst into tears. The only thing that helps is heat. How do I know this is stress? Because if I am with my boyfriend or my mom I feel fine. Well not fine but I feel alot better than when I am at home in my appartment realizing that the ceiling (not litterally) is totally caving in around me.

Ok I am going to go get back into bed or sit next to my heater. I am so over life at this point in time.