Hey you guys-
For the past year, I've been in a controlling and highly manipulative abusive relationship.
I am having such a hard time right now, one of the hardest times of my life.
Four days ago, I said goodbye to someone I once thought I would marry. I couldn't handle the abuse anymore.
He made me lose my shine, my emotional stability, my sanity, my self-esteem.
I left him, finally. And it feels good.
I am also extremely hurt.
I am going to be attending counseling soon.
I can't write this without breaking down right now, but I wanted to let you guys know I may be off the site for the next few days or until I can gather the strength to write a full blog about the nightmare I went through, in hope it will give other women to stand up and not sit through the pain that I did.
I love you all. I will blog more about this soon.
Xoxo, Zaelii
