zaafirah

First successfull day off meds, my goal is to push threw the weekend and be okay to go to work on Monday...Didn't realize I had picked halloween weekend. Well see how it goes.

Had to see Joe tonight so he could give me money. I know I should wish him happiness, but you wanna know the truth? I don't like seeing him smile anymore...Sad, i know.

Tomorrow I'm going to the naked spa with Molly to sweat and detox, hopefully speed up this lovely withdrawl proccess.

Anyone else planning on boycotting the holidays? I swear i'm the only one not obsessed...Let me know i'm not alone...?

Muah.
M.