The date is April 4th, 2014

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I have officially broken my coca cola fast this morning. I could not hold out. The act of self restraint is difficult. However, through my en devours I did achieve what I set out to accomplish and that was perspective. With me, perspective is a fond topic. I do enjoy learning and seeing different perspectives. I also experience new perspectives quite frequently as my mind...
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The date is March 31, 2014

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I haven't been on the internet for about 4 days prior to today.


It is the last day of March. March of 2014, you shall be remembered as quite the monotonous month. Though, March, you have placated me somewhat; the weather has improved marginally and the snow shows signs of dissipation - still you have been rather uneventful to me. I cannot truthfully state that...
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the late afternoon

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It is somewhat abnormal of me to submit two blog sections in one day, but I believe a thought has passed its way into my head, and I want to try and interpret it while it's still somewhat there.

I was feeling a sinking depression a few hours ago. This isn't terribly unusual for my psych, but, in the past I have grown...
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Today is March twenty fourth two thousand fourteen

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It is also day 9 of my caffeine free life. I have to say that among the fatigue and still-cramping legs, a positive effect seems to be I am much more productive.
I suppose I have been substituting my sugar-caffeine binges with the incessant need to fulfill work and project-quotas. I also haven't left the house for 6 days, aside from a small drive...
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I miss my lover

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How sweet you are my dearest friend;
available even at the darkest hours of the night.
The times we have spent together have been so nice:
playing video games; kicking it oldschool to the morning light.

Your taste gives me energy and endearing thrust;
without you I feel drained;
I miss the roundness of your frame.
We had intimate moments in bath and shower;
you...
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Saturday March 22

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Today is Saturday, and I do say it is quite sunny outside. I took the opportunity to take a small drive around the neighborhood. It is also day 7 of eliminating the effects of caffeine; I have had heavy bouts of headaches, and nausea from this in the previous days, but the most notable effect that remains is the sore legs. They feel like tree...
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thursday march 2014 twenty fourteen

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Today is Thursday, and Thursday is today.
I do hope it turns out splendid, if I try real hard it may.

Many things to contemplate and many things to think,
the act of doing will come as well; the color of the blog-button highlighted is pink.

Ummm, today is the first day of Spring. Yesterday the weather was much more decent than today - as it...
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Insomnia zZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ

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Insomnia you are the guardian,
of the dreams meant to come.
Heartlessly you play with time
allowing an overflow of self reflection
to the point, where "self reflecting"
consists of new found friendships
with curtain and lamp.

The colours they melt, they twirl,
and the visage is here alone.
I stare so profusely
at reality which is here to stay,
I long for just a...
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I have returned

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By accident... I did not know that clicking the "reactivate my account" button would automatically resurrect this account and charge my bank account 12 dollars. I do not have very much money right now, so this is somewhat troubling. I will have to fast more on the limited amount of sustenance I currently posses if my funds do indeed run dry.

Well, on the bright...
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Tuesday Jan 29, 2013

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Toossday january 29th 2013

things have steadied out quite softly since my last post, which was pulsating with small sets of agony. However sometimes those strong dark emotions simply plead to get out from inside of me, so it is positive - I like to think - that i transferred that energy outwardly.

In anycase taking a small dosage of liquid vitamin B every 1-3 days has...
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