yummysugah

*ouchie* . i just got back from the beach. my lovely biotch david woke me up this morning and took me down to tha beach. man we had such a great time. the only thing that bugs me is the facts that i got sun-burns all over my hands. luckily, i was smart enough to cover up all my tatt's with sun block. but since i am as white as a fucken corpse i wanted to soak in some sun and left all my *other* parts exposed. oh well, i don't care. i love spring time. such a lovely weather. and last night something really nice happened. i went to sleep with a smile. it felt so good going to sleep happy. i didn't felt this way for some time now. since the past month was kinda shitty, in a way. but last night just before i fall asleep. i was smiling. because of this new guy that just came into my life. we're just friends. but i can tell he has this special affect on me. i mean, c'mon, i've already typed in 3 smilly faces, it must mean something. so yeah, talking to him before going to sleep felt really good. i'm not inlove so don't get me wrong. it's just feels really good, i can't explain.. let's keep it this way.